Forever in my HEART

2010-03-01T20:14:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum!!!

Kayy it's been a lonq2 time since i updated(: Err.. A month and 8 days if i ain't wronq?Hahs~ I finally wana update coz i suddenly have the urqe to?Hees~

Here's a convo between me and ex-schoolmate/classmate,Hariz Omnomnomnom..Idk why i am damn random postinq abt hym-.- But i felt the aura in doinq so..Sometimes i felt that some1 that i've not been close to for the past few years is the one who makes me feel better when i'm donw~ But it's alrite(: I felt much,much better..

It's qonna be 6 days to common test and 4 days to Footdrill Comp..Damn am i worried/ nervous..but wtheck..I am qonna chionq for it mannn!(: I will!!Insya'allah:D Kla..Shall leave this bloq aqain(: Shall post when i fell like uhh kayy?:D Byeees!

2010-01-20T18:04:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum..

Well today's been a veryyyy saddeninq): + veryyyy happyyy day for me!(:

First thinq first..I was veryy sad when i knew i cannot take 'O' Levels Malay dis year...Check2! Wronq info! Hahah~ I cried because yesterday i was informed that i was able to take it then today i was informed aqain i was unable..Shockinq! But it wasn't my teacher's fault as he was rushinq & he didn't check the name properly of who cannot take it..Alhamdulillah i was able to take(: Naseb salah info(:

AND! I saw my fav. MR KANG!!!!!Omq!(: Haha! He came back to school just now!(: Weeeeeee~ Damnnnn happy!!(: I was in a bad mood just now due to somethinq then when i saw him, i shouted like hell and smiled till now!:D Heees~

Well i've made up my mind alreadyy~I have to and must do well for the upcominq 'N' Levels & insya'allah if betol i can take 'O' Level Malay(hopefully no more chanqes)...I was damn anqry with myself just now as i wasted alot2 of time just now watchinq the netballers compete for the East Zone! omq! I could have spent my time studyinq/doinq homework in class! Damn2 disappointed! Ard 4.20pm, i made up my mind to qo to class and do homework(finally!) and finished up my journal and Malay h/w..Went home at ard 5.15 pm~Had lots and lots of lauqhter wif Syah & Ahmad before we met wif Ayuni & Mai~

Kayy done!(: I shall not touch this bloq for a week or so? YES! I will and i must make sure i'll do so!(: I musn't break my promise(: kayy bye!:D& for those whom i haven't link,soryy ehh! Whenever i'm not lazy i link~Hehss~

2010-01-18T21:12:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum(:

Well it's been a tirinq day todayy..It's a mixture of joy and sadness thouqh.. Happy as Ms C. said that more or less me & Atiqah can take 'O' Level Malay..Hopefully everythinq will qo well and we can really take it, Insya'allah~ It was saddeninq thouqh as our fancy footdrill did not turned out to be a success~ Some of us did cried includinq myself but it's okayy..Not qivinq up so soon(:

Oh well(: Tomorrow no plans but maybe studyinq wif my classmate Lena(idk how to spell her name)..Actually it ain't studyinq..It's more of her coachinq me in Maths~ I can't understand siaaa! Omq..Worried!Kann baqos kalao ader orq nak ajar semue subject kann?But impossible laa tuu!Sheesh!(:Hehs~

People have their idols and i myself have my own jiwanq idols!(:(random!)I soo like these people but not like as in like but like as in adore~Ader paham?Hehs~ I dun want any1 to be mistaken that i like them as in LIKE...Paham takk?takk paham tanye!(; Basically i like Apit,DinSteen(power doh die maen tuu quitar!) and Acit from Baronbros, Cicak Sanchiko and Kid from Marsilinq boys, Kakai Elmo and DannyBoy from Yishun Boys, Shahrin from WinstBand,ohh err Fazz,Syafi,Aiman from [351],AsyaBeyonce( friendly oi!),ex-AS A SIN(also veryyy friendly! chat wif hym sumtimes in fb),ohh ahh Thaqif!,,,I think that's all ahh..if u ask me abt modern jiwanq sonqs..insya'allah i can answer err 70% of it..But if laqu jiwanq lamer! Maybe ard 20%?But fav laqu lamer tetap 'Masih Terserlah Ayumu', 'Butakah Cinta,'Bayanqan Guraun','Permaisuri', 'Janji Padamu' & banyak laqy luhh!

Ape2 pon..I AM SO FANATIC OVER THEM!^^Kayy daa..Bye!(;

2010-01-10T19:09:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikumm....

Here's the pics from the weddinq todayy(: Lazy to update soo just see the pics will doo:D

Kayy bye!:D

2010-01-02T20:51:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Hehs~Spent the day rottinq at home & listeninq to jiwanq sonqs all day~Kayy FAKE! Hahs~ Kayy i chatted wif my cuzzie Dilaa..Hahs..Reqardinq the 'BIG,GRAND WEDDINg' next week..Haiyoo~ We'll all be wearinq blue^^ Hahs..And both of us what to accessorise etc..So both of us will brinq err..Mascara,eyeliner,ezlink card i quess, tissue maybe?, somemore tak tawu uhh! Hahah! And we discuss kasot apelaa..Hahah! Kecoh! Biq weddinq oi! What do u expect?Haha~Weddinq pat resort! Hahah! Den we both discuss abt the qroom!Haha!

& i went to weddinqs just now~Kekek ahh! With my parents(: Went to the first weddinq near my block~Nie takde pape uhh~But the 2nd one was funny! I was eatinq then ader satu mat rep nie jady kendarat~ Den i was lauqinq and smilinq ol the way coz my aunt was crakinq jokes..Then aku tertoleh to the quy laa and was still smilinq~Then the quy smiled back at me...And ol the way he was smilinq..Then my father said' ehh..kao senyom pat lelaki tuu ke ape? Asl lelaki tuu asyik tersenqeh-senqeh je?'..I replied uhh' Ishh! Takdelaaa! Ketawekan Cik Jawi laaa~Hahah'..Haiyoo~I think both the mat rep and my father paise uhh!Haiyoooo!

School's startinq soon~After i knew who my teachers were,i'm not excited to qo school..Hais..But i'm kinda excited for the weddinq~^^ Dapat jumper cuzin2 que(: Hees~Tak sbr dohh!(:Okayyla..~Watchinq Mahliqai Kaca^^

2009-12-29T20:31:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum laqqqy!!(:

I found a so called new jiwanq sonq(: Hees~But i cried! Idk why..If a quy sinq like this to me..I'll cry non-stop siaaaa! Actually dis is the 2nd time he recorded the sonq laaa coz the first one his tears came rollinq down soo never post(: But dis sonq also his face like wana cry but tahaaaaaan!!): Idk why uhh but i really like the way he sinq this sonq~Wahh...Sunqquh the touchinq!):

K byE!(:

2009-12-29T19:24:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum!(:

Mendaq mendaq all the wayyy!Hehs(:Actually no laaa;D

Well yesterday had traininq(: Was quite funn uhh~ Played qames and alotalotalot of shoutinqs! Den Red Cross had a captainball match wif NPCC! Hahah! I didn't play but i became the so called judqe(: Funn oii! Tqk dorq maen je daa funn ape laqy kalao aku maen!(: Den blablabla went to TM,T1 & Century Square with Syah & Meera..& 'shopped'...More of window shoppinq i quess(: Then we ate the 'ice cream' yoqhurt at J.CO! Sedaaaaaap oi!(: Fooooh! But sumthin funny happened uhh! I was payinq attentively to what Syah had to say sampai my spoon pecahh!): But takper!(: We had serious talk siaaa! Sampai emo2 siket(:Hehs~Den ate at KFC..Funn oi!! & very the memalukann..I made a fool of myself until the quy at the counter smiled and tak betol2 tutop my drinks~Haiyooo!~

Kayy todayy..Went to meet Mai jap to qive her name labels~Then planned to meet Alawiyah my madrsah fren but at last tak jadyy~Hahah!Takper..There's always next timee(: Kayy den called Syah & she was wif dearest Pak Cik Omar & Mak Cik Aisyah~Then 'Ciks' wanted BBT soo i bouqht for them~Then met them in school~ Den blablabla..We waited for Meeraa for a lonnnq time~She qot NPCC ahhh(: Then Syah was hyper coz she saw sum1..Sod siaaa~ I was hyper too but idk why(: Den at last me & Syah went off first since Meera's NPCC is not over yet~ So yahh(: Den met Ahmad at cineplex..Was late for half an hour for the movie!Hahah~Takper(: Best oi Avatar 3D!&&& i wana watch Alvin & the Chipmunks laaa!But i'm qonnabe pokai sooon): If any1 want to blanje..Mesty aku qyy tqk punyer! I wanaaaaa watch! But Syah said it's a stupid movie): Sedyh akuu): K denn went to Frolick and eat 'ice cream' yoqhurt(: Sedaaaaaap sekali!:D & den ate at Mac's~Sedaaap2! But i was sad laa Syah and Meera challenqe me~Haha!(:

Yesterday, i was beinq moody for some reason~ Then Atiqah kinda make me feel better(: Then i wrote this at my pm 'hopes for someone for me to let out everythinq but none came my way'.,.One of my quyfrens said this..'Err..Mind if i be that some1?'..Idk why but i cried! I knw it's like wth? But i didn't let out uhh coz every1 has their own probs..Tol takk?So i dun wana burden any1(: But serious shit!I cried laaa~Wahh..I was still sad at that moment till i chatted wif my quyfren..Budakk SKPS(pri school) uhh~I lauqhed like hell okayy! In front of the comp!Until 1 am plus siaaa!qyler tol nie Hariz! Haiyoo~Here's the pics(: And Nabilaah was the one who tauqht me how to take pics like dis(:

Now i've learnt to frens wif quys(: But jqn over ahh~Ader batas2nyer(: And yahh! I bouqht my school shoe readyy(: Hehs~

Ohh yahh~Before i forqet(: To my dearest taqqer(: Err DUDE? Haha~Thanks for taqqinq btw(: But nowadays kann,ramai jqk pe pakai Q instead of G~Hahah!(: But it's okayy(: Soryyy!(: Next time tarok namer kayy?I won't eat people up(:

2009-12-27T23:56:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum!

I'm just tooooooooooo excited!Woohooo!Sezairi won S'pore Idol! Yes ahhhhh!56 votes not qone too waste baybeh^^To Sylvia's fans,dun be disheartened~She's equally qood as Sezairi actually but too bad..Not enouqh votes oi!(: Huak! Happy dey que(:

I'm just too excited till i can't make myself qo to sleep...Gosh~Takper..Pelan2 kayuh~XD

Kayy besok ader traininq...I'm actually lazy too qoo but..Haiyaa...Rather waste my time in school than at home..Tol takk? Err shall update about everythinq else next time(: Shall spend my time 'wisely' listeninq to laqu2 jiwanq^^ & i dun qive a damn to people who says dis: ehh..Kao denqar laqu jiwanq? Kao biar betol? Merepek uhh! Bdk2 dok bwh blok semue crap siaa OR ehh..nie zaman ape siol?Masey dqr laqu jiwanq ke?Nie bkn zaman Nabi siaa.. I dislike or shud i say i HATE dis type of people..Diff people diff qenre..Which qoes too diff opinions! Tol takk?Mekk~ & janqan maen2 uhh dqr word like 'Nabi' ke 'Allah ' ke..Respect uhh! Alamak..

Kay basically i miss madrasah camp people..AND i miss the camp siaaaa!Maybe meetinq them next week..Well..Shall see^^ & i'm soo lookinq forward for next year's camp!And whenever i hear the sonq 'Doa Perpisahan',i'm reminded of camp..I cried~& i dun wana people too sayy me step alim kayy~The camp tauqht me to appreciate my parents and people around me..& the camp made me cry!Yup~~In front of many people!I miss Uztazah AsmahDewi(Uztazah Cute -Tak abes2) ...Hehs~Takper..Shall contact her sooon(:Kayla...Byeee!(:

2009-12-25T18:48:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Been a funfunfun days these few days(;

Last Friday to Sunday had madrasah camp and i must say it was quite okayy(: First day had ceramahs and ice breakinq session(: Then we all ahd to sleep by 12 plus am and me,Maisarah & Ashikin ended up not sleepinq at all(: Had qiamulail at 4.30 am~ Was tirinq thouqh(: We didn't sleep as we had to take care of the smaller kids as we were considered the oldest(:

The second day was fine but there was alotalotalot of ceramahs..I can sleep mann!Hahah~At niqht was saddeninq): Idk who played the sonq Doa Perpisahan by Brothers~ And we had to huq each other): I emant the qals and qals,boys with boys uhh~Haha~I didn't wana cry..But when i was qoinq around, i didn't wana huq the kids but they were the ones who huqqed me and some said soryy~Maybe becoz they were harsh towards me sometimes~ And i cried~When i huqqed Uztazah it was even worse~Sedyh oi! And we all sanq out loud the sonq which we never learnt at all~Just sinq anyhow but sad siaa!Before that the Azatizahs and the Abq2 & Kakak2 acted~ About anak derhaka..Seram oi! I was soo omq~& i wanted to cry but tahan~ Ustazah acted and she could not stop cryinq~She really 'menqhayati' her role~haish At that point of time,i dun wana qo home from camp laa!): Next day we went to East Coast Park and had qames and bondinq session all(: Okayylaaa(: Overall,i miss the madrasah camP): &&& i miss Nur Ashikin Bte Zainal laaa): Hais..Nak meet up siol!):Hais~ We just qot to know each other durinq the camp and we qet close laa...Durinq the 2nd nite,yq part ade laqu and cryinq and stufffs,i actually huqqed her hand(: Jaranq okayy i huqqed people!Hahah(: I miss alot siol~But she stay Yishun siaaa!Haiyoyo~

Kayy i think i shall update the rest next time(:I wana msq my crazyfren& watch tv!(:Bye! Pictures next time!(;

2009-12-16T13:33:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum..(:

Well..I'm bored soo i'll just update dis bloq(: Yesterday i spent most of my time cuttinq the name labels~ Well Ayunie has collected hers last nite & i earned 3 bucks ready(: Well this 'business' is not that profitable but at least i qet some $$$ & at least i have sumthin to do at home or not i'll sleep~Or waste electricity by playinq the comp the whole day~ Well orders are qoinq quite well~ There's already 8 people who ordered and 2 more wants to order but haven't tell me what they wana put their on their labels and dat makes up 10 orders actually(: I'm happy althouqh not much money is earned but at least i tried(: I asked many people and some rejected but it's okayy(: Coz without tryinq,i'll never know how hard it is to sell sumthin(; I also obtained experience without havinq to work outside~(;

Okayy i haven't pack my stuffs for madrasah camp on Fri and bad news mann!): The camps is 3 days! which means it will end on Sunday and at 4pm! i'm soo dead~& the next day will be Sec 1 orientation camp trial~ Which means i have lesser time to rest~ & when i qet back home~I still have to cut the labels~ Haiyo~Nehmind~

I hope madrasah camp won't be that tirinq so that i can save my enerqy for the Sec1 orientation trial camp(:Okayy~ I shall continue cuttinq the name albels!(: Bye~

2009-12-14T12:41:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum sekali laqy~Hehs~

Another update for deardear Atiqah xd

I've not been workinq throuqhout the hols so just doinq a very mini 'business'..So far a few has ordered(: So back to topic~ Atiqah, here are the pics of the name labels~ The cost is 10 pieces for $0.30(: & da siap quntinq pon(:

& there's 5 colours(; blue,liqht blue,qreen,yellow & red(; But u may state what colour u want and i'll try to qet it for you(:

Sory qamba blur2(:

2009-12-14T12:26:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum..

Before i say anithin, i wana wish Teeq happy sooo belated 3rd monthsary! Soryy! Hehs~ Comp spoil uhh! Here's a pic i edited for u!(:

Hope u like it ehh(:

& next! I'm soo frustrated with sum1 uhh~ Ape2 pon, aku tetap laqy tue dary kao walaopun kau tuu younqer dary aku! Kene uhh respect! & kao nak orq trust kao? Kao yq buat orq hilanq trust dqn kao tao! Jqn laa nak salahkan orq laen pasal kaonye prob tuu semue! Kao inqat orq laen pon tkde masalah pe? Kao soranq je? & takya nak babitkan aku ahh sia! & kao yanq qatal sane sini tuu psl orq pon tak pecayekan kao?Faham? Malas uhh nak layan orq macam nie~ Sape2 yq terase kaonye psl ah eh!(:

Well..It's been 6 days since i last updated(:

3 days my comp was spoilt and 3 days i was just plain lazy to qet this bloq updated even after it was fixed~ Oh well~Repaired the CPU & bouqht a new monitor and in total it costed me $304~ I'm seriously pokai now):

K on tues there was Red Cross and i was damn pissed but i shall not elaborate what happened~ Only the Sec 3s knw~

Wed was outinq with dearest usuals(2 of them only), Fadliyana(idk if it's correct spellinq),Nadia & Irma~ It was quite awkward at first but after a while it wasn't~ Outinq was fuuun! But it will be much fun-er(sinqlish),if Syah were there~It's okayy~ Didn't buy much thinqs..I only bouqht a cardiqan & an exercise machne~ & most money were spent on.....FOOD! Hehs~ So the outinq was basically,watchinq New Moon with Nadia & Ayunie(the rest ddn't wana watch it)..It was okayy to me but when the part where Jacob came in...Omq..! I wanted to scream ley! Hahah~ Kay den went off to Mac's to eat while waitinq for Fad,Irma & Meera~Den off to solat at Masjd Gufran(if 'm not wronq the spellinq)..Den off to Buqis!(: Den went back to Tamp 1 and snap some pics at the idk..Garden? Hehs~ & home sweet home(: & yah i forqot! Insde the MRT, me,Nadia & Irma chatted abt old times and sumpah kecoh! Hahah~ Fuunn!

Thurs..I thnk stayed at home..& on Fri, went to school wif Syah to qet her books and uniform.. Den met Meera~ Went to Meera's house for awhile to put her thinqs~ Den off to Tamp Mall(i think) to popular & bouqht school stuffs~ & then went to T1 to buy a nice fle but there wasn't any~ Den we ate idk what~ Yoqurt ice cream?Den need to qo home as the person who repared my CPU came~ Den Syah & Meera continued shoppinq(:

Sat, went to Sim Lim Square to buy a new monitor^^ Den off to nenek house to clean~Fuun! On Sun, stayed at home~ Watch dvds & Ibu Idah came...They sat for about an hour plus and went to nenek house(:

& todayy~ ain't doinq anithin(: But maybe i shall open a book and start to revise?Well let's see~ & i'm fastinq today so idk ley~Like wana sleep all the way(:

Okay no more talkinq but pics(:

Random pic i took in the MRT(: Hehs~

Me & Ayunie(:

Dearest Irma,Nadia & Myself(:

Yunie & Fad!!(:

Yunie,Me,Mr Kanq & Meera! Lucky we met hym coz he ain't teachinq in Dunman anymorE):

Nadia & me(:

Ayunie & Me(:

Me & Irma(:

Me,Irma,Meera & Nadia!(:

Meera,Me,Irma & Nadia!(:

Me & Meera(:

Nadia & Me & Yunie terselit!(: Actually there's more pics but lazy uhh~ Hehs~

Okay will update sumthin later(:

2009-12-07T11:35:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum..

Well currently chattinq with dearest Nadia abt sumthin(: Today i'm fastinq(byr balek)..It's only 11:25am and i'm hunqry already! Shittos btl! Salah aku jqk! For sahur makan ape? Minum soup kambinq but i never eat the daqinq! Coz daqinq korban den byk bulu! At last i eat the soup wif the kentanq oni(: *stomach qrowlinq*

Okayy tomorrow there's Red Cross~ Yes uhh~ Tkya dok umah!(: &&& i kinda like and dun like my new frinqe~ Mum cut her hair yesterday~ Den i also wana cut my frinqe BUT i didn't cut my hair^^ Coz dat time i cut my frinqe anyhow then the person who cut said that she has to cut short to make it level~Wahh..Damn short ley): But nehmind~

Yesterday i spent total of $38~ Wahh~ On straiqhteninq cream & 1 bajuu~ Okayy laa tuu~ Well onw Wed my $$$ is soo qonna fly~ Hahah~ I've planned what i wana buy(: At least 3 lonq sleeves( for madrasah camp coz i think i only have 1 lonq sleeve..Hehs),1 baqpack( can be used for madrasah camp,Sec 1 orientation camp & school use^^), 1 slinq baq(my father asked me to buy for myself-.-),MAYBE bracelets & MAYBE the exercise thinqy dat my father asked me to buy-.- $179~

Okaylaaa..Shorty short update^^ Bye!

2009-12-05T13:24:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum..

Well..Since there's nuthin for me to do currently,i shall just post(:

Holidays are qonna be quite pack in a few weeks to come~ Oh well~I must make sure i revise Sec 3s work before school reopens or not i'm dead*fake*~

Plans:
9th dec: Outinq with dearest usuals + sum SKPS peeps(:
-watch movie=New Moon
-eat lunch(: + camwhore
-shoppinq at Tamp 1,Century Square,Tamp Mall & Buqis

18th dec: Sec 1 orientation camp meetinq( straiqht away rush for the camp after
the meetinq ends~

18th dec-20th dec(date depends on how many people are there) : Madrasah camp

21st-22nd dec/22nd-23rd dec: Trial of Sec 1 orientation camp

24th dec: Off to Malacca with mum,aunty & cuzins(: But only a day..Settinq off
after Subuh & cominq back home next day ard 2am(:

And the study plan with Asyiqin is still not confirmed when~Hehs~ I pray hard that the trial for the Sec 1 orientation camp will b on the 21st-22nd so that i still have a day to rest before qoinq to Malacca BUT! It'll be tirinq as i just came back from madrasah camp~ *DIE* & i need to qo out one more time(have not plan when and with who), to buy schools stuffs! Stationeries, assessment books & etc~I better spend time wisely and revise before there's not much time left^^ Okay donee!^^ I shall listen to music while readinq up Sec 3 Geoqraphy textbook..*yawn*

2009-12-03T13:50:00.000-08:00

(pic qrabbed from Fiqah's bloq! Soryy Fiqah!)

(leftover pic from watchinq 2012^^)

Assalammualaikum! It's been 11 days since i bloqqed & i miss my bloq soo much * fake*~ Okayy everythinq's solved currently but idk what will happen in days to come~ I shall just pray hard^^ So i shall summarized what happened durinq these 11 days(: plus today^^

22nd/Sunday: went to mum's friend's dauqhter weddinq~ The shockinq thinq was they were married on the 5th of March & 'bersandinq' on 22nd Nov~ That is sucha lonq time~Then went off to my cuzin's err 'tunanq' Hehs~ She's my late father anak sedare soo it's been a lonq time since i met her~ So all of us were unable to recoqnized each other luhh~ Hahah~ Then went home(:

23rd/Monday: went to school with Syah to create the Malaydance dancesteps~It was for Red Cross cip to the Jamiyah home for the elderly(if i'm not wronqxD). Was fun tho'. However we have to wait for quite some time before we could use the dance studio altho' the keys was with us-.- Hahah~

24th/Tuesday: sat at home doinq nuthin(: Err qot laa..Eat,watch tv,play comp..I think dat's all(: & i was so masai^^ I bathed at i think 1pm?Hahah~ So early i knw(:

25th/Wednesday: went to school to practise dancesteps with the rest of the Sec 3s while the Sec 2s did their own dance~ Idk what sonq they did but i think Japanese sonq?Maybe(: Then had lunch at 12pm-1pm..Ate at bubble tea with Ain & Naz^^ Syah & Atiqah went off with Hadi-.- I didn't wana follow them coz of one reason! I dun wana qet bullied with that keninq quy-.- Hahah~ No laaa~ I'm just plain lazy to follow them(: Then went back to school to qet the money frm Mdm. S to buy stuffs for the hamper to qive to the home(: I swear me,Naz & Ain was kecoh at NTUC! Hahah~ Kay then went back to school & rest~After a while went back home(;

26th/Thursday: Went to Jamiyah~I did have fun with the old folks there~ We danced for them and let them sinq too^^ We also tauqht them how to make a crane by usinq oriqami paper~But it's not done yet and we had to leave already-.- & we served them tea & kueh(: After that followed Syah to buy her shoes to qo to Melaka(: Mahal oi! $49.90 w/o discount~ $39.90 with discount(:Hehs~ Then went home..

27th/Friday:It was Hari Raya Haji!! I was planninq to rest & slack uhh~ Then my cuzins all came.. Tkpelaaa~I think at abt 7pm then the house was peaceful^^ Watched tv till late at niqht(:Funn oii!

28th/Saturday:I forqet what i did but i think uhh~ I never went out-.-Hehs~

29th/Sunday:FUNN! went out wif dearest aunt & uncle & cuzins^^Went to Pasir Ris park and picnic there! Funn! Me & aunt keep qoinq under the water~ Hahs~Uncle took the pics(: But my camera sod2 uhh~ Then cannot upload): Sad~ & the food was niceee^^ Mum cooked Nasi Ayam(yummy!) & aunt cooked Mee(yummy also!)..Went out of the house at 8.30am and left the park at 3.30 pm coz uncle had to work(:

30th/Monday: went out with Meera(: We planned to joq but at last it was more of a walk(: It was all because of me(: hehs~We did joq a few times tho'..Hehs~ Then we played at the playqround ~ I swear i was scared but it was funnnn! Meera did help in qettinq me to overcome my phobia of heiqht..Not all but at least a bit(;Then went to eat cup noodles after that~ That was soo kecoh! Hehs~

1st/Tuesday: Stayed at home with mum and watched dvds all over aqain... HSM3,syurqa cinta, Susuk & one more i forqot what~ Hehs~ I ended watchinq it alone uhh! Seram siaa..Hahah~

2nd/Wednesday: Went out wif Mai as i wanted to buy school books~ Then we sat in class while waitinq for Meera~ She ordered her books and she sat with us~ Sod sia!(:

Today, i'm rottinq at home(: at least i've wasted almost half a day searchinq for new skins & bloqqinq^^ & i shall qo spend my time wisely today(: I must must must read up on Geoqraphy today(: I hope i will *pray hard*~ Yesterday i almost doze off readinq up Social Studies~ Aiyoo~ Okayy denn~ I wana chat(: Bye!(:

I'll revive this bloq when the time comes~

2009-11-21T18:01:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum..

History has repeat itself..What happened last year happened aqain~People just dun realise their mistakes..I think i'll be away from bloqqinq for awhile till thinqs are qettinq better~I'll leave this bloq dusty for a while coz i can't tell everythinq here as people can read it..So i shall leave this bloq alone~

Bye~

MatReps?

2009-11-19T19:19:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum~

On Tuesday, followed mum & qranny to Polyclinic for their usual check-ups & etc~Was super cold siaaa~Den went home..Rest den went out aqain in the afternoon~Kinda shoppinq with mum for some stuffs~ Den went home!

Yest met Ahmad at 12.35 pm..Kinda waitinq for Meera but at last jumpe die and Syah pat MRT station~ Den we went 'shoppinq' for a while~ Den went to book tickets for the movie 2012! &&& i sat beside Mareenah & Ahmad! Best tao! Due2 kecoh! & i qet bullied siaaaa! Byk kali sey! But~ Some1 nvr admit throwinq popcorns at me~ Tkpe~Aku inqat! Hehs~ Overall i find it best! Saddeninq,funny,a bit of scary & just best! Hehs~ & sum1 cried u knw! Sape eh?Ppl who sat beside me cried u knw! Actually me too laa~Hehs~ Sum1's celak actually smudqe! Wahh~Hehs~ Ah ah ah~ The movie is recommended soo peepos who haven't watched it YET, do watch it k?(:

K den initially i wanted to qo home straiqht due to rain~ Den Meera called me & blablabla i went back to meet them-.- So me,Syah,Meera & Hadi ate at KFC~ Sumpah kecoh~ Me & Meera was hyper laa~ Idk why was i hyper but for Meera! She saw a quy who look like half Faizal Isa & half like Khairul Amri~ & mind you! She was seatinq beside me~ Fooh! Kecoh! & Some1 still kacau-ed me of my keninq! Wah~ Tkpe..Sbr! Then there was a part i wana fake to cry~Tetibe btl2 air mate nk klua siol! Naseb tk! But muke merah padam uhh~ Mcm khinzir(nicer way to say babi but still the same-.-)~ Then i tot Hadi mrh siaaa~ Scaryy siaaa~ Psl muke die mcm berubah! K da tuka topic..

So me & Meera took 293 home~ While Syah wif Hadi~ Hehs~(: Den me & Meera bobal abt sumthin laa eh~ Tkya nak post pat sinie laa eh~ Hahah~ But overall best! Oh oh oh! & kalao boley, i wana qo out wif Mareenah laqy laa! Kecoh siaa die! She's like not an express student laaa! So kecoh like us! Aku suke! Hehs~

So today tuck at home la ape laqy kan? Mcm biase! But! Ade laen siket! Coz i plan to do sum revision on Mathematics! Harap2 jady laa eh! Insya'allah~ & bsk! Study date wif Syiqin~ Hmmm~ I dono where to study wif her~ Tkpe nanty boley plan~

& last but not least, here's a video of aruahnye Hasbullah~ Semoqa rohnya ditempatkan di kalanqan oranq2 yq beriman~ Dia telah kembali ke rahmatullah akibat lemas di laut East Coast~ & juqa diharapkan rakannya Sakai beqitu juqa~ Telah kehilanqan seoranq yq menyanyikan laqu2 jiwanq~ Namun, semuanya sudah menjady takdir Illahi..Yq hidup harus menerima duqaan dari Illahi ini~ Amin~

&& suddenly i feel that matreps are cool! I knw soo many ppl are qonna disaqree wif me on dis but hey! Diff ppl diff opinions rite? K bye! & pics ltr on laa eyh?

I'm soo qonna miss u quys alot2! <3

2009-11-16T22:05:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum!(:

Kk~Well Sat had first aid duty for the science symposium thinqy~ Boley laa~ But funn ahh lepak2 coz nobody injured mah! K pastu leapk wif Syah,Alhanis & Acit while waitinq for Ahmad..Alhanis & Acit beinq their usual them kacau-ed me~ Den off to BBT wif Ahmad~Went back to school to eat~ Blablabla..Had meetinq at 3PM & wah sumpah nqantok! K den after that p BBT aqain buy buy drink onie ahh(; & hehs i skipped nqaji~(:

Yest had madrasah exams i didn't even studied for it~I hope i passed); &&& the match between S'pore & Thailand! Fooh! peh kecoh! Me,Syah & Meera was on the phone and we shouted like hell! Damn disappointed laa! But tkpe! Lusa ade match aqy! GO S'PORE! K over!Da stop~

K today just sit at home..& i swear it's damn noisy!!!!! Got renovation since 8am~ Alamak! But tkpe! Kasi chance psl ader banqla(; Hah~K today Atiqah Hulk & Alhanis Zakuraboy are leavinq for India tonite~ I planned wif Atiqah ready to call her at nite when she's qonna leave for India to talk2 to her for the last time since i cannot send her to the airport coz it's almost midnite! But it's okay~ Aku berdoa supaya mereka selamat perqy dan selamat pulanq~Dan juqe semoqa mereka akan qembira di sane(: Insyaallah~AmiN~(:

K daa~Bye!

& My feelinqs for u has starts to fade~(Syah & Atiqah onie knw who)

2009-11-13T03:18:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Hehs~Just reached home abt 2o mins aqo?So yahh~ Had 3D Animation frm 8am-12.46 pm(extended)~Den rushed coz me,Syah & Atiqah tot the bus has arrived for us to qo to the Red Cross Headquaters~Check2! Blm dtq! Dtq kol 1.55 pm ahh! Alamak! Den ate pau & siew mai! Lapar tao! Den went to the RC HQ,the sec 2s plus Atiqah & Syah took the first aid exam~ &&& every1 passed! Happy doh! I swear i was damn happy~ But the waitinq uhh,3 hrs ahh! Den ate roller coaster & apollo & drank horlicks!(: Got sell in vendinq machine one! Best!

Den ard 5.30pm went back to school~Me,Syah & Atiqah rushed to the toilet coz 'takle tahan nk kencinq'.Den i said i wanted to qo home uhh coz penat den ltr wana qo nqaji~ So left them & they went to BBT! Hah~ Felt so bad coz just now beria-ia nk p BBt abey tk jady): Hehs~ & we 3 had a heart-to-heart convo laa! We talk abt who we like & stuffs~& nie due jek tau who i like(: U knw i knw je eh?(:

Kla~Short one! Bubbye!(:

2009-11-12T02:21:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Hehs~Today durin 3D animation was fun fun funn! Hahah~ It was very kechorable! Damn funny sia! Teeq made us all lauqh like hell..She actualli pinched Hadi's ____(fiqure it out!)..I can't imaqine how pain it was uhh! Hahah~ Then SOMEONE! disturbed me the whole day siaa! Omq~ Punyela itatinq tol! Hahah~ Then durinq lunch break, me,Ayunie,Syah,Fiqah.Aliff & Hariz were supposed to eat BBT toqether~ Then me & Ayunie went to the BBT at Istanbul there while the rest went behind the school one~Met them there skali they wana eat there..Kecoh rite?Den me & Ayunie can jaywalk when it was raininq?& sit at the void deck..Da nak abes mkn aru dorq dtq dudok nqn kite~Cute kape?Hahah~But it was damn funny uhh seriously!

K den bla3~3D okayy uhh~ Will post the pictures soon aye?(; Lazy uhh~ Laqyponn tk lawa siaa i do..Coz why? I dun qive a damn laa! & mostly Syah,Ayunie,Aliff & Cher help me do! & Hadi wanted to help den when he came up to me and use the mouse,he say he lazy?Wahh~ Tkpe,aku inqat!Dahla kacau aku,bkn nk tlq!(jokinq)~

Soo next week many2 plans~ Watchinq 2012 wif the usuals~Insyallah~ & study date wif Asyiqin on Fri,Insyaallah~& i wana qo out~I dowan sit at home); Mendaq! &&& bsk Atiqah,Syah & the Sec 2s takinq First Aid exam..Wish them all the best mann! Hope they pass,insyaallah~

& i'm sad abt certain thinqs..Oh well..Friendshyp are driftinq apart~So many to think abt but! I won't dwell on it too much!(: Kla~Bye2! Wana rest(:&&& me & Ayunie made a pact to trim/cut our hair next year June Hols(the latest..but i plan to do so durinqMarch Hols,),Insyaallah..I hope i will keep to that promise(;Well lets' just see(; &&& today is the 100th day since i've trim my hair~I knw u ppl miqht think it's sucha short period of time..But me? I'm the type of person who just LOVE to trim my haiR!(;

2009-11-10T21:53:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum..

Currently in the computer lab doinq 3D animation~ Seriously,punyer laa stress! Slalu mintak tlq Syah & Ayunie..And Aliff & the 'teacher'..I dun feel like qoinq aqain tomorow! Tapy! Daa byr! Ish! It's not that borinq but die punye cepat ajar!Hmmss~But had alot2 of fun durinq break time~ We all ate toqether It was effin' funny!(;

Kla~Gtq continue doinq 3D! Bye!

2009-11-10T21:15:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum~

Today was superb funn! Trq especially! Had first aid first then footdrill! The cadets improved alot doh for the footdrill! It was the first time i saw them march straiqht(squad), hands all parallel to the qround,leqs almost 90 deqrees up & the timinq FOOOH! Power doh!(exaqerattinq eh eh eh?).. But the timinq, first time i heard it is soooo not slow and neither was it like sinqinq(; So yah~ Den after that met up wif Ahmad & Mai~ We slacked while they sanq sonqs~ Then went out of school~ & i spent alot sia todayy! & i really meant alot! On what?Food la abey?Hah~ Den waited for Meera~ Guyfriend came alonq and sat down~ I dono how was i qonna react at that point of time~ Sometimes it's just so hard to interact wif hym man! Ahh nehmind~Dun wana tok abt this~ K den Meera reached and we decided to qo home~&&& Meera came wif my fav old time L---U!Ayunie! Hehs~(: Seriously rindu doh dqn dorq!

So tomoro there's 3D animation tomorow~ I dono if i'm lookinq forward to it or not man~ Hais~Nehmind~ &&& many ppl qoinq hols ley!Sad siaa~ I am qoinq somewhere but only the usuals knw ah~ Korq,aku je la tau eh?(: Hehs~ Memalukan but tkpe ahh! Hehs~ Syiqin4G went to London,Hidayah3G goinq to KL,Syah's qoinq to Melaka,Ahmad's qonna qo Dubai,Atiqah & quyfriend qoinq India trip & many more ahh~ Sedyh siol~

& i hope Teeq qet well soon~Tercekik tulanq ikan siol! Sedyh pe idop?(:Ohkaylaa~Bye!

2009-11-09T17:12:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum..

Well..Since i have nuthin better to do, let me do a proper post~ Actually i dun even knw what is a proper post la! Hahah~ Well had traininq just now..I must say i was damn pissed & really it's the first time i really wanted to scold the cadets~ They were very slack in marchinq and in the end we did punishments(punpinqs). I felt like cryinq there coz my leq has a bruise due to fallinq down last Thursday~Wahh~Damn pain~ But still i do it~ So blablabla..Traininq was okayy~

Then after school had a heart-to-heart convo wif Syah~ We talk abt the love stories durinq Sec 1~ Damn funny when we think back abt it~ & we talk abt many2 thinqs~& Syah msq Ahmad to meet us in front of school~ Hehs~Althouqh he went home already earlier on~Den they keep friqhteninq me & i admit i did shout~ I dun even knw y mann! Hees~

Well~ Let's chanqe topic~Suddenly i feel that love is dumb~ I dun knw y but it's just so sudden~ I've seen many people kissinq and huqqinq their bfs~ Does that mean they really love each other? What is love? How do we show to others that we really love and care for them? In this modern era, many thinks that just by kissinq,huqqinq & even doinq that thinq!(understand understood eh?), is the only way to show how much they mean to one another.. To me & especially Syah, we find it a disqrace upon seeinq typical Malays doinq all that~ Do they even think of the consequences? Isn't it a biq sin? Do they even realise they have put shame on themselves & family? Is it that hard to control themselves? I dun think that in love they have to do all that riqht?

Well, it has come to my attention that i really salute & admire this couple! They are Summayah & Kamal~I knw it's random bt hey! They are just so sweet toqether man! They are the first couple that i've seen not doinq such stupid stuffs! They do have inteqrity!:D Kamal do respect Maya as a qirl & Maya do respect Kamal as a boy~ Isn't it qood?& Kamal can actually qet alonq wif us~ Sum couple do not even let their bfs/qfs interact with their frens as they are afraid their frens will steal their qfs/bfs away? In relationshyp there should be trust & honesty betwen each other~Tol tak? & They also have come a lonq way and this month will be their 14 months~ 1 year 2 months oi!Sheesh! Hahah! Bt really! I do admire them! Hope they last very2 lonq eh eh eh?(:

I know i'm really what?Random rite?Bt i dk~ I suddenly had the urqe to post abt this~Sumthin new i quess~Hah~ Oh well~ Klaa~ I wana let my eyes rest after this post~XD~ & me and my quyfriend are okayy ready(: Damn happy! & he said this in the msq " Let's continue to become qood frens eh.."~Hehs~ I'm qlad everythinq's ok rite now:D But what abt later on?): Many has complained he chanqed~ If chanqe for the better tkpe jqk eh?Tutop seblah mate! Nie? Ish3~ Nehmind laa~ I'll pray hard that he won't really chanqe for the worse): Jady matrep tkpe XD Klao jady qanqster?XD

"Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own."--Robert Heinlein

& qd luck MAREENAH for ur O level Malay tomoro!:D

2009-11-08T19:48:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum..

Since it's so mendaq nw, i shall update!(:

& i had madrasah exam today~ Err terjemahan~ Me & my fren Syazana was the first to finish i quess~ Coz We started at 9.20 am~ & we finished it at 9.35 am~ Hahah~ Amin..The paper was easy~ & i hope to qet qood marks for it): Den went home,rest & all..This & that..I dunno why but rindu doh dqn ramai orq! Ish~Especially HAZMIRA BTE AMIN! She rite, if hols only M.I.A~ But understand understood uhh coz she always qt NPCC~

& manqkok siaa~ Borinq doh sit at home! Nuthin to do! Not nuthin ahh..But..like no life! Haiyaaa~ & i see that many of my frens nw like so kerek sia~ But nehmind laa eh~ Every1 chanqes~ Tol takk?(: Haiya,me myself also chanqe what rite?

Kla~ Very short post for todayy(: Wana study(:

& some1 wants to knw who i like-.- Bt she herself dun wana tell me who she like..Ish3~ Hahah~ & hell do i miss Red Bull):

2009-11-05T18:32:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum..

As said~I'll post some quotes):

Disappointments are to the soul what the thunder-storm is to the air. - Friedrich von Schiller

Sandra McKendry "A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself." - Sent by Lysha

Though our communication wanes at times of absence, I'm aware of a strength that emanates in the background." -Claudette Renner

To a friend of mine

To say the truth i do miss you~ I miss you messaqinq me~I miss those times you were bored & ask what i'm doinq~ I miss those times you disturb me althouqh it ain't intentional~ I miss those times we kinda 'fouqht' but u kept askinq wether i'm okay~I miss those times when u messaqe me late at nite & early in the morninq~ & u are the only quyfren that is close to me~ I miss havinq sum1 whom i trust~

I'm on the same boat as Syah~ She misses qendenq while i miss _____. But what's the point rite? Haiyaa~ I'm just dissapointed in hym~ He chanqed alot~I dun like it when he says others iritatinq when the person's not at fault~ He kept sidinq the one who is at fault but not the one who is not at fault~ She is also my fren but she's not at fault~ Both of you are my frens but i will support the one that is not at fault~It's hard for me to explain all this but i think i had no choice but to tell hym~

& i'm so dissapointed coz after a week we did not messaqe or chatted with each other, u suddenly chat with me dis? " Hello Su! Ah tkpela..U r the wronq person for me to ask"..Really i did felt hurt..After some tyme we did not contact, dat's all u said? & just now, i did say soryy for not sayinq hi back to u in school & u said " ala tkpela kau kann da step skaranq~". It was not intentional. I really wanted to say hi back but i just can't after i remembered everythinq u said to my fren~ & i said i can't tell the reason why i did not say hi back & u said " tkpela..kau tak trust aku kan? aku faham~"..U r the only quy that i really trusted so much & u said that? Wahh~ I was really2 pissed mann~

& while bloqqinq & chatted with you, you made me pissed? Wahh~ I dun even knw y i'm bloqqinq this post all abt you~Sumtimes i do reqret befriendinq but what's done cannot be undone~I knw u will not be able to understand why i'm qivinq u a cold shoulder after readinq sucha lonq post~ I'll just qive u a clue~ It has sumthin to do abt ur India trip & it's abt my fren~

I just can't continue bloqqinq~ Let's just end here~

2009-11-04T15:54:00.000-08:00

FAVOURITE!

FAVOURITE!

( very sweet memories!)

VARSITY FANCLUB~<3

Rinduu~(:

2009-11-04T15:42:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum..

It's veryy mendaq due to no plans todayy~ So at last i'm done with all the chores(: Cook the rice, water the plants, iron the clothes,clean livinq room, boil the water, arranqe the newspapers & wash the toilet~ Phewww~ BUT! There's more to qo~ But i think i'll do it on Fridayy? Coz i'm tired & i do not have time to studyy for madrasah if i keep doinq housework~ I shall hafal the terjemahan later(: So since it's holidays & it'll be veryy borinq, there will be reqular updates,insyaallah~ So just now chit chatted with cuzzie & settled the so called outinq(: Hahah! & we talked abt the other cuzzie of ours,Faizal~

Jyeaah i do admit i'm dissapointed in hym bt what's the point? What's done cannot be undone rite? Yahh so me & cuzzie,Dila gonna babysit Firdaus on the 23rd Nov~ Bt i'm gonna sleepover at Ibu Idah's hse on the 22nd so easier la wana meet Dila~ So will meet her at CompassPoint at 9 am~ I'm planninq to jln2 first with her ahh~ Rindu Senq Kanq doh~ & mayb in the afternoon plan to meet dearests~ Daa i think 5 months tak meet! Rinduuu~ Dearests Nadia & Irma~ But in planninq with Nadia ahh~

Hehs~ & qt alot2 of outinq(: Err so called 'bbygirls' outinq bt still on planninq~ An outinq with the usuals also on planninq~ & i want an outinq with Syafiqah Amalina soon! & mayb an outinq with madrasah ppl also~ P eh belambaq! & also study dates! I have not confirmed with Asyiqin tho'. Nehmind~I hope she's readinq~ Most prob on the 18th Nov:D The 'lepak date' mayb the next day ahh~Pape just chat with me eh?:D

This year seems soo bz & i tink the hols like veryy short like that~ bt i must put aside some time on studyinq! Scary mann~ N-level prelims is approximately 6 and a half months away while N levels is approximately 8 months away?

Oklaaa~ Nowadays i will start postinq quotes instead of normal bloqqinq coz i'm lazy? & i find it more sentimental puttinq quotes inside(: So i shall start now?:D

We always deceive ourselves twice about the people we love - first to their advantage, then to their disadvantage.

Albert Camus

2009-11-03T01:48:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum..

Yest had trq and it was funn! After that talk to Atiqah alot2! That part laqy funn!Todayy went back to school to accompany Ahmad for Maths session~ Oklaa~Den had rc xtra sesssion wif 4 cadets~ Tirinq! After that had played a card qame with Ahmad,Acit,Alif & Hadi! Funnnn! I lost one tyme tho'. Den after had 'counsellinq' session with Ahmad & Acit. I dunno what to say mann~ Den lepak with them outside school~ Then Atiqah called so we temaned her buy her noodles at BBT den at last me & Ahmad bouqht food there~ Then we went back to school~ Acit left us-.- Ape je~ Haiyo~ Then went home at 3.20 pm. &&& thx eh Mareenah coz u went after me~Hahah~

p.s I don't wana side any1~ I just hope our friendshyp will be as normal~ I knw it's hard bt can we clear thinqs up?Both of u are my friends and w/o one of you, my life feel empty~ I just hope everythinq will b okay even if it's not back to normal~ Please quys, every1 has their own bad habits & let us not find each other's dfferences but find our similarities.. Where has A.M.M.S gone? ):

&&& i dun lyke hym! For the time beinq, i dun wana like any1~ It's wastinq of time~ & no point beinq heart broken over quys-.- Let us not find love as love will find us:D

K bye! & ehh cuzzieku, kite adekann outinq laen kali kayy? Nanty we plan!(:

2009-10-27T18:44:00.000-07:00

Assalammualaikum:D

I have a mixed feelinqs currently~ Sod siaa~ I knw :D

Today there's a talk at school reqardinq mental wellness,mental illness & 1 more forqet:D Hehs~ Me & Syah was lauqhinq very hard! When the counsellor was talkinq about that, Syah kept pointinq to me & said that i do have mentall illness~Then Meera also said soo~ Sad siaa~!K fake! K den we need to write on the small board with a 'mahjonq' paper paste on it..My topic was social~ I just wrote anyhow:D K denn as the talk was veryyyy lonq, me & Syah played BINGO!~ Funn oi!~ I knw it miqht sound childish but hey! If u were bored, u just do anythin althouqh it's childish rite rite???Heh~

So was kinda pissed in the AVT due to somethinq~ & i really miss the fun & lauqhter laa! Funn oi dudok nqn bdk2 F! Rinduu!~): & Irfaan said this to me: ' Eh Suu~Kau da jadyy minah rep eh? Bqs2~Transformer eh?'..Wahh..Peh binqet! I admit i did chanqe but i ain't a minah rep laa!~ Minahh ponn bkn! i dun shout at the sliqhtest thinq, i dun tuck in my uniform all the way(if u do understand~tak paham tanyer! heh~), i dun lauqh so like them & many2 more laa~Sad siaa!~ & the funny thinq was that Imran asked me this:" Su kau rase aku ke Alfian lagy handsome?'..Then i answered:" Due2 ponn tak handsome!"..Bt hey! I gotta be truthful ryte? Coz there's other quys who are much more handsome? Btl takk?:D

& i'm soo anqry(btl2 fake!) at Hadi Gemok! I knw laa i cannot do the keninq naek turon tuu): Bt nehmind! & he keep sayinq this" eh kaw da tkde keninq diam!"..Nb kann?~ I GOT KENING OK?!?!? Cume tipes & tak nampaq sqt): Sad siaa! Takpe2!Aku inqat!:D So results were err okayy? Ms Thonq showed us the EOY overall results & i find it ok laa~ & I passed 4! Enq, Maths,Malay & F & N~ Lucky i passed 4!Phew~But still! I dunno if i can make it to Sec 4 next year!): Shyt manns!

& bsk no school! I'll be stuck at home aqain! Alaaaa~ Borinnnnq! Tkpe~I think i'll plan with the rest where to qo durinq the hols since we do not have any xtra classes~So yahh~ Can't wait for an outinq!

Klaa~I wana chitchat with ppl nw! Byee!

Ohh & HAPPY BELATED BURFDAE TO HARIZ! I knw he's not readinq but oh well~ It's the thouqhts that counts! I hope he will last lonq with hys qf & i wish he will qrow taller! Hahah~ & hope he enjoyed hys burfdae yest:D

2009-10-24T16:05:00.000-07:00

Assalammualaikum..

Well been a borinq week? With paper checkinq & all~ Siqh..Most of it are very unexpected~ So here's the results..But those which i have received(: Prayinq hard to move up to sec 4..I heard that the lowest 20 (YES!!! 20! shockinq!) from both 3 F & G will be retained next year! Gosh~ I can sense most of them will come from my class~ & i'm scared i'll be 1 of them ):

Results(paper only): Maths Paper 2 : 34/60 (unexpected to pass ..First time pass in Sec life~)
Malay: Bahasa: 50/60(i think i deproved..)
Paper 1: Surat: 11/20(badly done)
Karanqan: 34/50(aqain very badly done!)
Social Studies: SBQ: 11/25(improved ALOT! last time i think 4 or 5)
SEQ: 6/25(also improved..Last time 1~Hah!)
Physics:21/50(due to not studyinq~Dumb enouqh?)
POA: 49.5/100(disappointinq enouqh?!!)
Geography:5/50(i ain't shock!Hah~)

Yup i think dat's all~ & Malay,i pray hard i can maintain the A1! coz this paper , i gt A2! Die liao~Scared siaa~ & POA veryyyy dissapointinq laa! Maths..Alhamdullilah~I hope i pass paper 1): C.Humans: Hah~As always FAIL! Physics,i can only hope for Chemistry nw..Siqh~ & Enqlish! I'm scared i'll fail..Damn it! & F & N= NO HOPE! Hahah~See how bad my results are?Yahh~Shyt rite? & for physics, i am lucky enouqh i didn't failed badly..Lucky i pay attention most of the times in class(:

K nw i'm off too watchinq videos(:

2009-10-21T20:34:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

K i'm just bored so just update again~Currently can't find a suitable maid~Hais~ & yahh~I'm feelinq no mood~What kind of English am i using?Omg~ I dun wana care abt anithin or any1 at all nw~Serious shyt~ If i'm nt welcomed, i'll just leave & act like i dun care coz i dun give a damn~ Atiqah noe sumthin abt it~ Hah Nehmind..I'm used to it(:

& yah..abt the results thingy, i tink i'm gonna screw up everythin~i dun care oreadi if i'm gonna stay back or wad~Too many things on my mind makes me go mad! & wad are frens for? Useless~hah~That's sooo rite(: Ahh sesape yg terase kann, kaw peh psl(: Hah~ K bastard ahh~Over siol~

p/s: berkwn biar seribu, berkasih biar satu!(:

2009-10-21T19:39:00.000-07:00

Assalammualaikum..

Terlalu sedih untukku unqkapkan seqalanya~Tidakkah cukup aku dan keluarqaku melayanmu selama ini?Adakah berbaloi kamu menipu kami sekeluarga? Semuanya sudah diberi! Tetapi kamu sanqqup menipu kami? Kak um, aku menyayanqimu seperti kakakku sendiri~Tetapi? Kamu berjanji mahu pulanq ke Sinqapura tetapi sudah 1 minqqu berlepas dan tiada khabar darimu...Ibuku menelfonmu Ahad lalu. Kamu berkata akan pulanq hari ini..Tetapi? Ibu dan aku menuqqu tetapi tetapi tiada khabar! Kami ibarat baruah! Ibu telah membazir wanqnya beribu-ribu untunk membayartiket pesawatmu& sebaqainya~Memanq kejam!

I'm really disappointed~Bt mayb this is fate~ There's so many thinqs on my mind currently~ Searchinq for a new maid for my grandma, waitinq for the EOY results~I'm extremely worried for it~All i can do nw is to pray hard~

K i ain't in a gd mud to continue~ByE! & i miss my Red Bull! I wana drink it aqain

2009-10-17T23:04:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum...

Next Tues marks the end of my EOY..The last paper is F&N~Hope to do well in it~I do not have high hopes of achieving extremely gd results.However, my only expectation is to move up to Sec 4..Hopefully..

Well..Raya is ending soon & so is the collecting of money Xd~ So far, i've collected $700..Sadly, i spent $54 on FOOD! Criously dumb! Nw i'm left with $646~ Dad told me his early preparations for me..In my OWN bank account, currently there's only $20~Yeahh i knw it's pathetic~ So i'm gonna put $400 inside~ Dad told me to get a driving licence in 3 years time..& in these 3 years time, i need to save abt $2000 for it & more to buy a car~ I dono hw am i gonna do dat bt i am sure,insyaallah, i am able to do so~If i am able to put in $400 per year, i would have $1200 already~& the rest, will come from my piggy bank~ That if i do not spend the money in my bank~Hopefully!

K back to examinations, i only hope that i am able to pass 3 subject~ Hopefully, which are English,Malay, Poa & F&N...Wait that's 4~ Hah~

k..i gotta clean up the hse, iron the clothes & many more nw~byee!

2009-10-10T11:31:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

I'm soo sad since yesterdayy): Coz of 3 reasons..1. many ppl dun believe i dun have boyfie~2. many call me short especially Furqan): Sad rite? Mayb nt to u guys ahh bt to me): 3. I'm sick!~ Bt stakat 38.3 degrees onie-.-

Well exams r going on & all i can say it's erm finee? Hah~(: Was planning to go studying wif the usuals at 2 later bt i'm sick den i cannot tahan the aircon one confirm. I'm worried if my condition might worsen so i'm not going & asked them to go ahead w/o me(: Padahal aku yg plan-.-

So nuthin happened much dis week~ Mum said she wana go to one of her frens hse at nite insyaallah~ I wana follow(: Coz otw, can release stress by watching the beautiful sceneries..Well sumtimes onie i get to see ):

& i'm disapointed over sumthin uhh~ Well..Can't say it here): Kla gtg & rest nw(: Byeee~

p/s cute rite Firdaus?(:

2009-10-05T18:03:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum! Hehs~ Long2 time no updates(: K precisely, it's sum1's burfdae todayy! Guess hu is it?Hmms... Nabilahh! Hahah~ Hapy burfdae aye dearest?(: Hapy burfdae to youu! Sad sia u nvr come school! Or not i wana wish u like the way u wished me during my burfdae.. I tink 6 times or more tk slh(: Hahah~ So HAPYY BURFDAEE!~Lawaa kann die?(:

Hahah~ So precisely on my burfdae, 30 Sept, i swear i had greaaaaaat funn! Thx ehq to Ahmad, Syah, Meera, Atiqah, Ayunie, Mai & Fiqahh i tink fer the burfdae bash! Kene tepong & air siaaa~rabaq! Then thx to those who wish me(:

Normal Academic: Asyiqin, Syah, Ayunie, Atiqah, Fiqah,Hidayah, Alhanis, Shikin, Cheryl(advanced one), Nabilah, Ahmad, Mai, Jun Wei,3Gians fer singing fer me..Part nie~Tekejot gylee siol~Hahah..& to somemore~i forget laa~Tag me if i forget(:

& erm Express if i'm nt wrong: Adli, Ain, Nazurah & heh~ I forget(:

& ahh! Before i forget..Irma, Nadia, Eshaa, Ayuni & erm Krisha(: Ahh & my cuzin Dilaa!

Err soryy if i forget those hu wish me aye?Heh~ STM laa~ I veryy old readi mahh(: 15 leh! Old rite?(:

& thx fer the 'presents' k?(: Erm ALhanis fer the 10 bucks(: Heh! duit! & Nabilah fer the lovely card(: Pics will be uploaded sooooon~

& gt 1 part durin my burfdae in class, Nabilahh, Atiqah,Hariz,Syah & Teeq ganged up saying gt sumthin on my hair..I was worried siaa! Den Khai pusing Khai said: tkde pape laa & geleng2 hys head..I was confused hu to trust coz majority said ader..Bt @ last tkde-.- Naseb!

K bye!

2009-09-20T19:19:00.000-07:00

Assalamualikum..

Hari ini hari raya & best!~ & bsk nk jln raye ngn sedareku semue(: Best sunqquh! Hah~

& aku btl2 binget nqn satu org...Kurang ajar saq nqn mak aku~ Dahla lagy mude dary mak aku..Aku klaw le tknk anqqap sedare siol~ Psl dier mak aku nanges! Nb~ Peh sombong~ Mmg tk kng budi siaa~ Aku peh binget! Tkpe..Klaw tk psl die ____(figure it out urself) aku, aku da lame siaa maki die dpn muke die...Nb btl!~

Kla..Will update when if i'm free later(:

2009-09-15T22:33:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum...(:

I'm sooo sooo soo hapyy(: Coz i've just check my weight & i lose 1.8 kg(: Hw hapyy can i be?(: I noe i'm veryyy FAT so wad?!!? I dun give a damn laa! From 67 kg to 65.2 kg(: Nehmind..I'll continue wif my diet plan & check hw much i lose again tomoro(: My aim is 2 kg & i wana make it true(: 200g more(:

So i've been getting my results back & erm not satisfying(: Nehmind i'm soo gonna chionq fer EOY laa! Hah~(: I believe i can do it wif a lil bit more effort(: Ok i gtg nw..Byeee~

2009-09-09T22:11:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

It's hard to express my feelinqs nw..Seriously..I was happy just nw & nw, moody back.. Ard 10.50 am left hse to accompanyy Ayunie to rebond her hair..Peh lamer..Samp 3.30.. I also trim my hair abit onie uhh): Den rushed & take a taxi to my hse's bus stop-.- Thought of meeting parents at Toa Payoh straight.. Bt dad dono hw to go soo i went wif hym(: I waited for hym for quite along time siaa at the bus stop-.- Den took 28 & off to Toa Payoh fer sumthin..Den parents go & give the zakat to Tok Halim..I quickly sarong my baju kurong coz like veryy bad uhh gy rmh org alim2 abeh pakai skinnies & t-shirt?!?!?

K den i went downstairs & sit2..Den aderlaa org aqu tk knl dudoq abeh chitchat ngn aqu? Bt gereq uhh!!! Funn~ Den i went up again den tros da le aleq.. Den i said bye to them uhh den i took off my baju kurong..Mcm tk tau malu..Aqu tau abeh aper nk uat kann...

K den off to Toa Payoh inter & buy sum kueh fer buke-ing in the bus coz it was oreadi 6.30pm.. I was sinqinq like nobody's business den gt dis mamat sit 2 seats infront of me keep turnin behind lookin at me even after i stop sinqinq..Mum was like curious uhh.."kau knl die?" den i said nooo laaa~ I oso dunno y siaa..Mayb he recognise me bt i dun? I dunnoe~ Many weird things happened-.-

& manyy ppl r 'contactin' me thru Youtube which is sooooo strange..I dun even noe them laa~ Wahhh~ K den just nw i viewed my Friendster after keepin it dusty fer awhile..I was soooo shocked to find a woman uhh..Kak ______ sent me a msq!Bt it was quite sum time agoo~): The subject was she missed me.. Den she asked fer my hp no... Den she kinda asked if i like badminton, netball or swimming..Den she hoped i replied soon..I was soooo sad laaa! For nt replyin her): Sumhow, i kinda noe y she asked for my no. which i shall nt elaborate here): Sumhow, i tink i saw the guy(her fren) last Friday if i'm nt wrong..Omg~ I feel soo soooo bad laaaaaa~~~!!!! I'm nt like avoidinq laaa~! It ain't my intention! Omq..I hope she reply me soon coz i wana noe wad's her intention): I dun that msq to actuali create havoc):

K i'm soo nt in the mood nw..Byee~!

2009-09-07T17:12:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

I'm friggin bored so i shall update dis BORIIIIN blog(: Hehs..

Firstly, Common test..I tink i did quite badlyy uhh..Wad do u expect wen u dun rili studyy..I wanted to studyy den at last ..*ZzZzZzZz*..Aiyoo...I can predict that my common test results are soo ganna be bad): Bt luckily, class test marks are not inserted yet..So i think it's *phewww*? or *oh nooo!*.. Donolaaa...The test papers that i've gotten back already are Malay & Maths..Which precisely are bad-.- I went down for malay! I tink last time was 43/50 bt nw went down to 40/50): What do u expect sia..It was an ok-ok paper..Bt bcoz i nvr studyy for the Kata Hubung thingyy..It brought down my marks): Bt nehmind, there's always other time rite?(:

For Maths, dun even talk abt it..It was horrendous..I've gt 8/30..Bt i was hopin for a lower mark(: Hah! Bt i hope my clas tests will pull my marks(: The results will onie b revealed next week): Nehmind..For nw, it's time for me to focus on the End-Of-Year paper(: I've done a Sept Hols Plan..& to say the truth, i didn't rili follow it todayy(: I onie practise the Maths 'N/O' level bk assessment & the Physics 'O' level bk dat we were asked to buy..The Physics one is manageable bt the Maths, quite hard uhh..Coz it's 'N/O' level one ehh! Bt i manage to finish one of the question in 20 mins time..I took a long time rite? I noe..Hah~

So now, no more tuition for me & i'm so so so happyyy! Now is the time for me to b independant(: At last! Bt i've gotta prove to mum dat i can make it for the End-Of-Year exam..Freakin scaryy laa..If i do make it to Sec 4 next year, i'll be takin my 'N' level..Time do past veryy quickly): Bt nehmind, i'm soo gonna chionq frm nw onn!(:

Manyy ppl have been talking abt Hari Raya & i admit, i can't wait for it(: Coz on the monday,a day after Hari Raya, i can studyyy at home(: In the morning i shall studyy,& in the afternoon & night,shall go jalan raye(: & dis year's theme is white or to b specific,cream(: Wadeva it is, i do hope End-Of-Year exams won't clash with the few day of HariRaya! Or not it will b like last year sia..I wrote notes on pieces of paper & when my family are on the way to the place where we are going, i studyy in the bus or taxi laa~ Then go home ard 1 am plus-.- It's hard absorb ecerythin dat wayy): Prayy hard dat EOY will onie start the week after Raya..

K it's a veryy long post so i wana goo & revise on English(: k Bye~

2009-09-05T19:13:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

I'm soo lazyy 2 update bt i still update coz wad? I'm bored? Bt here's onie a veryy short update..Just 2 put videos(:

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Yg pernah membuat aku percaya
Dirimu yg dulu sering cemburu
Kini kau tinggalkan aku

Kini tibanya orang ketiga
Yg ingin merampas
Dimana janjimu di mana sygmu
Yg kau berikan pada diriku
Dimana kasihmu dimana sygmu
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Kini tibanya orang ketiga
Yg ingin merampasi dirimu dariku
Dimana janjimu di mana sygmu
Yg kau beri pada diriku
Dimana kasihmu dimana sygmu
Yg kau berikan pada diriku oh kekasih

Ku mengharapkan
Agar engkau bahagia
Dgn si dia
Yg engkau puja
Oh kekasih

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This one i dono the lyrics(:

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K done(: bye! Wana buka-ing ltr(:

2009-08-29T22:11:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

Sabtu lps telah bermulanya bulan puase(: & saye tidaq akan meng-update byk2 luhh sebab common test telah bermule(: Cume saye ingin menge-blog.. Tlg laa sape2 yg nk kutok minah2 atau nk ckp buroq psl diorang, tlg laa check diri sendiri dulu psl tk semestinye diri awaq tuu sempurne ye..Ini ditujukann laa kpd sape2 yg terase tuu ye(; Bkn nk sokong minah2 kat lua sane laa tapy kann minah pon manusie jgk pe(: Btl tk! K tuu aje laa...Bye(:

& i won't b updatin till common test r over as precisely i wana studyy rite? like duh & duh uh?

2009-08-20T20:03:00.000-07:00

Assalammualaikum..

Next Friday marks the start of the Common test & here i am blogging away...Goshh~ But i must say,this is the first time i really studied and followed my studyy timetable..I, myself is shocked too..

I've spent more than an hour figuring out how to do the Maths sums given by teacher but i managed to complete some of it..This is the first time i did Maths on my own and i 'm tryin not to give up till i get the answer..& again..it is an irony..

K to say the truth, i hardly study for examintaions especially Common Test..Even if i did study,i will be opening the book & study a day before..Now,i study when Common test is like what?!? A week away..

Mayb i'm tryin 2 change fer the better?MAYB onie ahh...I'm kindaa scared of next year(if i do make it to Sec 4)..But the enjoyment in studyin is there(: I dono y bt lookin at the seniors studyin real hard makes me feel sumhow can't wiat fer next year..K mepek!

Tomoro,planned to go Tamp Mart Mac's to study(: Hopefully jadyy uhh..Goin wif Meera & mayb Mai.(: I can't wait 2 studyy(:

Kla..I better go and continue doing Maths,finish up F & N coursework & later must kol Atiqahh fer the debate thingyy(: Bye~

2009-08-19T22:19:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

Dis is just a random post..I just felt like lettin my feelings out..

I'm tired of reminding the same thing over and over again to people..
I'm tired of listening to people's problems..
I'm tired of listening to people's love story life..
I'm tired of listening to people's friendshyp life..
I'm tired of showing people i do care but being unappreciated..
I'm tired of not getting the chance to slash again..
I'm tired of being a 'councillor' every single day..
I'm tired of trying to solve people's problem..
& last but not least, i'm tired of having the same old routine everyday..

When will i get a break from all this? There ain't gonnabe probably..

But at least, i tink i'm happier wif my life nw as there's no one whom is veryy close to me & i'm glad i suddenly feel soo 'single'(i can't seem to tink of an appropriate word for it).

& last but not least..Thx Nur Hida Ayunie for always being there for me wen i'm friggin bored in class..I just can't stop laughing wen she's there to disturb me(:

2009-08-19T19:39:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

I'm studyin fer Chemistry & goshh i doo hope i improve fer tomoro re-test): I scored 8/25 fer it without studyin & nw,i'm PARTIALLY studyin(listenin to music mahh(: ) , i hope to at least improve to 10 or soo? At least an improvement(:

& i'm soo disapointed..I thought mum's havin Overtime..Den she nvr! If i noe, i will go fer the Chem night study conducted by Mr Bernard(: lor! So she can pick me up coz i scared go home late mahh(: I gd gal mahh..Den skalii she not Overtiming): Nehmind..Tot of U-turning to school bt kindaa lazy coz oreadi 5.45 pm..Tired liao..So here i am chiong-ing..Well i doo hope i improve(:

Ok nw..I wana continue studyin,finishin my modified recipes etc. & journal(: Bye~

When u try ur best, it's ok to fail bt ensure that u try harder the next time
But if u did nt try ur best & continue to do so,be sure to be a failure..(my own werds hor!)

2009-08-18T21:47:00.000-07:00

It takes time to know you and it takes bravery to love you(: *smiles* XD

2009-08-18T21:40:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..Here's the rest of the videos fer u Nur Hida Ayuni..Enjoyy(: k Bye!

Seakan ku bisa menyentuh peristiwa smlm

2009-08-17T07:04:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum....

Criously i'm soo damn pissed off wif dis blog...Aiyaa cannot post videos again! Dangg~ Nehmind laaa..K byee!

Trust ur inner self as it will be the one leading u to the correct path

2009-08-16T18:52:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

Dearest cuzzie & many more asked me to blog..So here i am..

Actuali i dono wad 2 update..Just nw watch the dvd 'Syurga Cinta' & i swear i cried at sum parts & laughed soo ,loud at sum part..Overall..An ok story..Hmm..7/10? Yeap(: It's true laa...Tk semestinyee lelaki akan jato cinte pade pompuan yg sexy laa..Korban maruah laa..Lelaki pon bole jato cinte pade pompuan yg beragame(: & it made me realised dat we gals shudn't change bcoz of guys..& of coz..my advice fer the day which i oso gave Ahmad was..

DO NOT FIND LOVE AS LOVE WILL FIND YOU~

heh~

K & nw i'm doin sum 'painting' coz veri mendaq & suddenly i find it funn~ Tauu lamee~ But funn wad ritee..Alermaqq..

K i tink i'm donee here(: & here r sum videos fer Ayunie's burfdae(: Enjoyy babe...Ader part ygtk merduu..Bt it's the thought's dat counts ritee(: Love u clossie(:

& sory dat the video onie skejap coz semue yg kyte uat semue tk btl & we had no time..Sory!
& next the video on the song Meera & Syah sang..Just fer u..which is You by Nur Jannah Alia.
& me & Ahmad..Nurain..Soryy lau tk merduu coz dat song blajaa last min(:

Hah..Mepeq siaaa..Pape enjoyy ehq(: & i'm sory Rara coz i can't seemed to find ur pic..I'm soryy..I used The pic u & Eiylaaa had..I dono if u r readin bt if ur nt..Eiylaa pls tell her k?Thx(:

K byee~

& i no nid buy new bag readii! Coz my dearest aunty gave me a bag(: Yay! Save duet akuu siul! Soo nw i nid money 2 buy new phone,put insidee bank..& others la ehq(: Happy2!

& i'm very very very touched liao(:

2009-08-15T21:56:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

Wah/ btl2 peh geram ngn niee blog! Aku nk post video yg kite semue daa record fer burfdae gal abeh tkle..Sod saq nie blogg! Tkpe2..Insyaallah bsk bole! Berdoaa laaa(:

K ari nie btl2 the mendaq pat rumah bt ader part gereq uhh..Hua2(: Dpt chat ngn bestie aku kat Seng Kang(: & many2 more laa..Uat pe nk ckp byk2 pat blog kan? Hee~!

K best~ Bsk madrasaa dpt jumpe kwn2 ku yg aku tk jumpe kast week(: Aiyooo~ Common Test agy 2 minggu..Ape agy..Chiong uhh~ Harap2 i can pass more plaq kali nie ehq?(: Insyaallah(;

K tk tau ape nk ckp agy..K bye!

2009-08-15T17:08:00.000-07:00

Video taken at Youtube..By Marsiling Boys

Aku dilupa buat sementara
Kau tak akan sedar hati yang terluka
Yang tidaq ditemankan sesiapa

Bila kau bahagia ku mula merasa
Bahwa diri ini harus bersendiri
Bila ku dah sepi kau akan kembali
Sampai bila harus kau begini

Mengapa aku yang harus deritaa
Mengapa aku yang harus terlukaa
Sedarlah atas kesilapanmu
Supaya ini tak akan berulang

Jangan kau tinggalkan akuu
Sendirian tanpa berteman
Saat aku memerlukan mu
Cintaku hanya untuk mu
Jangan engkau mempersiakan…

Mengapa aku yang harus deritaa
Mengapa aku yang harus terlukaa
Sedarlah atas kesilapanmu
Supaya ini tak akan berulang

Jangan kau tinggalkan akuu
Sendirian tanpa berteman
Di Saat aku memerlukan mu
Cintaku hanya untuk mu
Jangan engkau mempersiakan…

Cintaku hanya untuk mu

Dis song rili touchin fer mee...It does tell how i'm feelin now..Bt i guess i just have to ferget the past(: & just nw lepaq ngn kwn akuu(: bt skejap jee..Stakat jumpe die chitchat abt 30 mins..Den blaa...Klakaaa kann? Hua2.. Psl nk hujan mah..

& I rili hope Ayunie will have funn today!! Although dye ader cket conflicts tady ngn bestie die..& later will be posting the surprise fer her..Mayb at nitee(: Now i wana study & at the same time listen to music..K bye!

2009-08-14T23:21:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

I noe it's like wad...11.21 pm..Bt i'm soo bored soo i wana wish my dearest close fren Happy Advanced Burfdae!! It's like 50 more mins!! Hope u enjoyed ur burfdae bash just nw(:

Thx fer always being there fer me...Thx fer always cheering me up when i'm bored in clas..Thx fer always tellin me jokes which directly or indirectly made me lmao..& oso..Thx fer drawin on my table-.- Haha..Daa tue ahh bdk tuu ehq!Maklum laaa ari2 mkn grass XD Hua2..K byeee

2009-08-10T21:08:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum lagyy..

Nak post psl cuzzie akuuu(: Hahah..Die ckp psl aku pat blog die soo akupon samelaa ehq(:

Nie gamba diee..

Sacheq ehq?(: Hua2..Deknie daa jatoo cinte pat Jagong(: Sapee ehq? Hmm..Pandai2 luuh figuree out ehq! Die masee singlee & available! Hahaaa...Ehemmm...Klaaa....Byeesss

I laughed my ass out watching dis video soo many times laa...Taken from Youtube by Danlp.. Enjoy(:

2009-08-10T20:31:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

Ferst of all Happy Belated burfdae SINGAPORE~!

Next Happy 15th Burfdae Irma Syafiqah! Hope u enjoyed ur burfdae ehq?(:

Three days was a bore at home-.- And the sad part is..Yest..Nabilah called me..Den i was at what ware house sale..Coz mum wanted 2 buy new radio & all..Den was carryin my anak sedare..Den went home at 2pm..Was stuck luhh..Nuthin 2 doo..Den 2dae i ask Nabilah why she call..Den she say she wana ajak me tgk bunga api! Wah..Menyesal siaa nvr angkat the kol): Mum laughed at me! Hmph..Tkpe..Like u said..There's always next timee(:

Bt still sad lor! Hah..2dae mum's fren came..& blaja Mee HongKong frm mum & dad.. Den i tok abit uhh wif her daughter..Okea uhh..Den kluaa..Gy neneq house & sent Mee HongKong.. Den stayed ard 1 hr plus..Syg nenekqu(:

Hah~ Klaa...I wana goo eat(: Byyes..

2009-08-08T20:33:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

Well..Sort of bored soo i'll post videos again!! Bt videos of me & Syah singing..& Me & Ayunie singing...

1st: Syah

2nd: Suu

3rd: Syah

4th: Suu

5th: Syah

6th: Suu

7th: Syah

8th: Suu

ohh kasih..

Ohhh...

1st:Ayunie

2nd:Suu

3rd:Ayunie(Suu backup)

4th:Ayunie,Suu,Ayunie,Suu

5th:Ayunie,Suu,Ayunie

6th:Suu,Ayunie,Suu,Ayunie

7th:Suu

8th:Together

I noe my voice very diff laa(: Hua2..From my talkin & singing..I hope u loike the video Nurul Asyiqin Amdan!(: Stay happy & Laughing Queen always(:

K byee~ & i've fallen wif sum1's voice! Merdu budooo!

2009-08-07T03:25:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

Had National Day Celebration..Veryy fun! & after dat went out wif the Torexes plus FadDale.. Had fun woakay!

K a very short post fer 2dae(:

Here's a rancaq song by Apit(; Dis will prove 2 you ppl dat Jiwangz Songs doesn't mean dat it's only soo borin & soo slow till it'll make u sleep k? & 2 those ppl hu look down on them, u shud understand laa..They r given talent in this genre..Diff ppl diff talent ritee? & they are nt supposed 2 b look down on..Soo wad if they gt tattoo or wad rite?Haiyo..Maken belambaq saq bad comments pat Youtube...

2009-08-05T20:35:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

I've fallen in love wif the song above^^ So dis will b a veriii short post coz i nid 2 do my journal and sum stuffs...(: will elaborate more wen i'm free..Byeee(:

2009-08-04T19:49:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

Ferst of all, Happy Burfdae Nurul Asyiqin Amdan!! Hope u like wad we did fer u!!(:

Had sum conflicts wif Atiqah & indirectly Fiqah..I'm soo sory aye guys>?It wasn't intentional):

However it's all settled..(: I was in a ad mood coz my TTM(teman tapi mesra) hurts ,me again.. & i emo-ed the whole day..& Atiqah like ask me sumthin den i like reply harshly..Dum rite?I noe...Den i cry very2 badly till my eyes like monster..Den i ran after Atiqah(i pasi ehq actually coz like Hindustan)..Den i said soryy and we hugged each other..(: Its very seldom u noe i hug ppl..Hua2..Den i told her y i cry uhh..Haiyoo..Bt before dat Eiyla Nailah noes at it last week i tink..We were ok and nw we fight again): Dumass siaa..Sad): Bt i hope i'm movin on(:

See dis prettyhead here?

Hah~ I wana thank u fer being there wen i looked sad..Wen i look emo u keep askin wether i'm ok..Thx fer those advices(:& truthlly sayin, i do miss those times wif u(: Bt it is a sweet memories..& i can oni play in the rain wif u oni which i dono y..Thx fer those times(: andandand stay pretty always(:

The rest of the appreciation i will post next time coz my head's hurtin badly due to the crying just nw..Soo byee~

2009-08-01T15:11:00.000-07:00

Assalamualikum...

Dis is a video i made of the song me & Ayunie kinda 'sing'..We were supposed to practis our oral as after school was our oral examination. Instead we sang..Hua2..Bt gt practisee uhh...Bt our voice ehem..Ade rabaq uhh..We didn't rili sing uhh..The loud voice is Ayunie while the soft one is mine(: Hua2..Mepeq siaa..(: But its a jiwang song uhh..Dilamun Rindu by Apit(: Mayb we r recordin it again uhh..Coz dis one the background sooooooo noisy...& the singing starts late coz i tink i did sumthin wrong(: Hehee..Its just fer fun mah...Kla..I nid 2 rest nw..Will elaborate more mayb 2nitee..Mayb oniee(: & i had funn 2daee

2009-07-30T21:02:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

I decided 2 begin my post in a much more appropriate manner^^

Basically i dono wad i did fer the past few days & im soo lazy 2 tink abt it..Soo yest was Syiqin 4G burfdae(: Soo happy burfdae aye?(:

Heh~ Sory i took the pic frm ur blog(: Hope u enjoyed ur burfdae yest(:

So 2dae is Atiqah's burfdae..& we bought cake fer her & all..Hope she enjoyed her burfdae(:

Happy burfdae oncee again(:

K i tink i nid 2 make confession rite here,rite nw..After readi Syah's blog, i felt dat it's appropriate fer me 2 doo the same too..Sory if u tink i'm like copying or wad ehq^^

Ayunie, i wana thank u fer always being there fer me..& i feel comfortable tellin u all my secrets & probs(:Thx fer cheerin me everi single day & make me laugh(: Thx fer always singin jiwang songs wif me(: Thx dearest closest close fren(: Luv yaa~

Syah, thx fer always being there fer me..U r suree every1's laughin gas(: Thx fer all u have done fer me all dis years(: Thx fer also makin me smile at times(:Thx close fren(: Luv yaa~

Meera,thx fer always caring abt me(; Thx fer always runnin after me whenever i was in a bad mood..Thx fer always makin me feel appreciated(: Thx close fren! Luv yaa~

Ahmad, i know we always seem 2 be in fights..Bt still, i do appreciate u my babi hutan/ torex fren(:U rili make me happy & i rili appreciate dat..There seems 2 b sum misunderstandings Among us. It's nt dat i dun trust u or wad..Bt u noe, after a series of things dat happens 2 me,i'm nt quite sure hu 2 trust..Mayb it just take time aite? I'm soryy bt i do cherish u TAN!(nick fer babi hutan) Luv yaa~

Well the rest i tink i shall post theirs ltr coz ferstly, i can't get their pic..Secondly, i nid 2 offline fer awhile nw..Soo chiaos(:

2009-07-23T22:24:00.000-07:00

Yo!

I didn't wana blog at ferst bt i nid 2 make sum wishes here soo yah...No choicee~

Ferst of all, Happy burfdae to Roze Syazaline/Harrel's Gf..If i'm nt wrong laa her spellin..Eventhough she's nt readin my blog bt still it's the thoughts dat counts ritee?Hee~

& i wana thank EiylaNabilahh fer askin me abt my recent post..Thx aye?Although we ain't close bt to tell u the truth, i was rili touched wen u kind of care..& i'm glad dat u told me abt ur personal stuffs too(: & i noe u r veri veri veri happy 2 noe he's nt in rite?haha...Last longg & happy always(: & thx fer tellin me to smile & cheer up always aye?

& yest i told cuzzie(Dilaa) too abt my prob..Huahua..& thx fer askin too aites?I dono laa bt i veri sentimental & touched! haha..Den Dilaa send me a photo of her & me wen we were small.. And she said we were at the chalet..Wow she can remember siaa..I can't XD So here's the pic..(:

& juz nw i went 2 the dentist laa den the nurse say my teeth gt holee! Den after skul goo 'cement' laa..Walandey..40 mins siaa i was inside the 'van'..At ferst i step soo the brave..It was nt pain laa at ferst..Den after awhile..Wah..The pain ah..Cannot take it siaa..Bt i didn't cry laa! I ain't a cry baby anymoree(:Coz it's juz a minor pain than the major operations laa..& Tokin abt the operation, i decided nt to go fer it..Told mum dat i do not want to as it takes abt 2 days in the hosp & i have to mc fer a few days summoree..& it cost alot of money..

Besides, my sweaty palm is nt in its serious level yet soo even the doctor said dat if i wana doo the op,mayb i shud goo wen i'm a bit older..& i shall heed the doc's advicee(:

2009-07-20T22:27:00.000-07:00

This is the worse fight..
I can't take it animoree readii...
Soryy bt i juz need a break from all dis aye?
I'm so so so so so soryyy

2009-07-20T20:54:00.000-07:00

Yo!

It's been a long timee since i updated..Actualy oni 4 days uhh -.-

K 2dae was Racial Harmony Day bt sadly there was sum fight between the chinese..Dun wana elaborate moree here..I nid 2 goo out in 10 mins soo itll bee a very short post & mayb i'll updatee ltr..Mayb~ I updated nw bcoz of sum of my frens hu asked me too~ Huahua..K less talk moree pics..Enjoy~

2009-07-15T19:44:00.000-07:00

You are the reason that i still believe(:

Won't update unless necessary..Oni lyrics frm songs will do(:

2009-07-14T18:45:00.000-07:00

Izinkan ku menyentuh hatimu,
kerna hati ku telah tertawan(:

Translated:Allow me touch ur heart,
as i've given my heart 2 u(:

Diadaptasi dari:Lagu Jiwang(: = Apit Feat Acit -Sepi Memeluk Ku
Adapted by:Jiwang song(: = Apit Feat Acit - Sepi Memeluk Ku

Will update wen i ain't lazy(: = dis post soo random XD

2009-07-13T17:39:00.000-07:00

Yo!

Supz peopleee~

Hah~ I ain't in a gd mood bt still i blog riteeee~

Sumthin happened in skul 2daee...It may b a small matter bt to me it's nt..I ain't gonna put ani1s name..Bt hey isn't it true dat a promise whether it's a smaall or a big one it's still a promise rite?If the small ones cannot b kept,wad at the big ones? Riteee ppl? Haiyamaa...I noe i shudn't make a fuss abt it bt...Haiyoo

Wah..& i kinda felt guilty when _______ told me den she kinda 'force'(bt it's in a kinder way hor!~)her/hym 2 tell her abt the secret, hym/her did not wana tell..I dunno man..I felt kinda guilty by sayin dat i will nvr trust her/hym animoree..Omg~ I'm in a dillema..

I can't possibly go to skul 2moro and say 'hi!' 2 her/hym rite?Mcm torex gituu(inside joke which kinda mean 'terbiat')..Haiyamaaa..Confuse liao..

K 4get abt dis..I ain't gona stress myself over small tings rite?Or not i become crazy like babi hutan/wild boar A.K.A Ahmad rite?Ehem..

Oh oh i 4got!! Juz nw muz do wad sing song one la in skull..Den ritee we all do one song ah..Actuali plan 2 doo sounds one bt paise uhh tk jady..Initially, we planned like dis.. Ahmad & me(pig sound),Syah(dog sound),Meera(donkey's),Ayuni(cow^^) & Mai (dark horse..) Ehem..
Hah..Gerek! Kite practise uat sound at laz nvr doo siaa the sound-.-Hah nehmind bt gereq!

Klaa i wana goo rest liao..Bubbyeee~

2009-07-11T21:00:00.000-07:00

Oh and Happy burfdae KAMAL!!!!

I dunnoe if he noes my blog bt still..Wish is a wish rite?Hah!

2009-07-11T20:39:00.000-07:00

Yo!

Supz~

Created a privated blog juz nw & oni selected ones can view and i wana keep the amount of ppl to the minimum~

I made the blog fer few reasons..Soo yah~..Bt i won't ferget dis blog! I love dis blog sooo much! heh~

I dun noe wad 2 type abt oreadi..

Yest stayed back wif Syah,Meera,ahmad,Mai,Atiqah& Fiqah,.. Gerek siaa amek music video Syah, Meera & Ahmad!

& 2dae went out..Tot can mit bby Firdaus! Den cannot..Rinduu same anak sedare akuu tuu! Tkpe~ Den juz now goo sedare's hse..Den took sum pics wif my maid! Next time i post ah.. Then go nenek hse awhile..Den tros gy East Point.. Bought Dettol Sanitizer & Conditioner..K off fer now..Byeee~

2009-07-07T22:54:00.000-07:00

Yo!

Actualii was damn lazy to update bt since dearest Meera asked me too,soo here i am wasting my time away in blogging & can't seemed to focus readii..Hah~

I've nuthin 2 blog abt soo im thinkin rite nw..Hmm..School's juz tirin me and alot of students out laa! Alot of hws siaa! Wen can rest siaa like dis..Everidae siots! & Anugerah todae was ok ok laa..Nvr watch alot of it osoo..Haiyaa~Den timetable change again!-.- Haiyoo! Bt yay! I can mit Mr Bernard 2 times !Haha..2dae & 2moro!! Hihiii~ & i've nt started a single ting on IPW! Wana die or wad siaa? Oklaa...I dunno wad 2 write animore so here's sum pics(: Enjoyy...

All the pics were taken durin Marina Barrage outin except fer the 2nd one..Dat was wen i went East Coast wif mum's fren las las week(:

Ok off fer nw..Byeee..Enjoy readin Meera(:

2009-07-06T20:54:00.000-07:00

Yo peeps!

Actuali i'm friggin tired + lazy 2 blog bt since my cuzzie asked me too so let's do it man! Basically went out wif frens todae..Plan 2 meet at 9.30 am bt the rest was late so jyeah..So took MRT to Marina Bay and took the shuttle bus 2 Marina Barrage..It's my second time there bt ok uhh... Den after playin wif water & picnicking there,we went walk ard the place..Den off we go 2 Kampong Gelam..Me & Maya prayed coz the rest got ehem..So cannot pray..We prayed at Masjid Sultan If i'm not wrong.. K then off 2 eat..Sumpah siaa the food not nice bt oh well..No regret since it's bought oreadi..Well den crap ALOT abt pigs,cows & alot more shytos laa! Gerek dok!Me & Ahmad kacau Yunie alot2 bt rite,i kana kacau back siul! Busted!

K den we 'berasmara' in the rain & can walk slowly summore siaa 2 Bugis Street..We walk ard bt oh well found nuthin dat caught our eyes so back 2 Bugis Junction again-.- Den me & Syah FINALLY bought wallets..Carik peh carik pat Wallet Shop at laz buy siaa..Mine cost $29 while Syah's $33(without discount)..Ala...Ok pee..& i spent alot on my Ezlink card & pp8 card till my NETS card left $15 oni! Fuck uhh siaa..Better start saving soon siaaa..Walandey! Den after jln peh jln peh jln,we went to Mac's..Fad & Yun ate nuthin,Maya i dunno,Ahmad ate meal i guess,me,Syah & Meera ate the Cinnamon Caramel tingy while Kamal ate Mc Flurry i guess..So chit chat peh lama den goo home..Tho quite like borin a bit uhh bt still i enjoyed it! Hah~

K no more talk & here r the pics..No more tokin since tons of hws have yet to be done..& Projects too..Sigh..Off fer nw..More pics tomoro wen i get the rest from Kamal(:

2009-07-04T12:17:00.000-07:00

Yo peeps..Currently i'm bored soo i decided to blog..& I edited a pic a whilee agoo due to boredom..& i criously can't wait fer mon's outing coz we r going 2 alot alot alot of places & shoppin babes! Haha..K i tink dat's all fer nw..Byeeee!

2009-07-03T19:44:00.000-07:00

Yo peeps!
Long time nvr blog coz veri super the lazy & noe ones readin-.-

Wad i wana blog is abt 2dae..That Imran asshole jerk can fucking fuck off and die! I hope he choke on sumthin and die man! He made Syah fell down & does he noe Syah gt slipped disk?Cibai! Wad if it get worse & Syah nids an op?Sial uhh nvr use brain siaa..Brain like pig~! Budoo!

He go and pull Syah chair fer i dono wad fuckin reason & Syah fell..Den she shout laa cibai! Den cher go scold her fer sayin vulgarity?Wth? In Dunman Sec,Syah nvr cried ok and she broke her record 2dae~ Dat guy uhh aku mcm nk sumpah siaa jgn kahwin samp tue! Bdh siaa..Den Syah cried den went home..I tink she cannot take it readii laa the pain..

Walandey~ Den after skul Ahmad had the confession session tingy & i called syah & we all tok as a grp..Den we discuss abt the monday outing tingy..I hope it won't b canceled u guys..Hais..Kla gtg rush to ngajii nw..Bye peopleeee

2009-06-29T20:00:00.000-07:00

Pics fer the POA thingy(:

Hah the ermmm hand signs is fer fun..Was boredd mah..Dun b offended hor ppl! Hehee~ Th rest of the pics will be uploaded wen im nt lazy(: Byesss~

2009-06-29T19:55:00.000-07:00

Pics fer mon shoppin wif mum & frens(: Did nt edit coz veriii lazy uhhh

2009-06-29T19:45:00.000-07:00

Yo! Supz!!

It's been !@#$%^&&*( days since i've updated soo im gonna updatee long long todae coz i lazy update the next time and meanwhile i'm boreeed! Heee~

Soo laz mon in the afternoon followed mum shoppin wif her frens fer bag..Expensive siaa..Bt i didn't bought any tho): Pics ltr(:

Tues,help dad wif the gardening..Waah tiring siaaaa~

Wed,went fer POA thingy wif Ayunie,Syah,Atiqah,Sharfiqah,Maisarah & ahmad..Had fun & we learnt alot alot alot of ting(: Pics ltr again..&&& Ms Toh advise us alot2 laa..Hahakz..Den i went to sleep at grandma's hse ..Rushin siaaa...

Thurs, woke up early in the mornin at 6 am to pray den slept back until 7+ i tink..Den the contractor came & kinda 'renovate' the pipes..Tired siaa i clean the whole house..My grandma is a veri ermm 'neat' person soo i have to mop the whole hse 4 times siaa! Den afternoon went back home..Wah i love my grandma alot alot!!

Fri,went to Ahmad's hse to do the SS thingy..I nvr took bus u noe! I walk frm my hse(behind Dunman) to Ahmad's hse which was at near Century Square there..I tink i have gone bonkers-.-
Was late fer wad? 5,10 mins? Okea den went up wif Meera,Ayunie & Mai ferst..Hidayah came after dat..Walandey practise fer i dunno 3 hrs?Hah..K den went 2 repair my phone & i oni spent $18?-.- Den ate KFC..Den went back home..And at nite gt ngajii...Heee~(:

Sat,canceled tuition..Went to bank to create a bank acc...Wif oni $41 inside-.- At least my own painstakingly earned money wad.. Den straight went 2 Geylang to meet Ibu Idah & Firdaus baby! Heee~Wah miss my darling siaaa(: & he's 6 months old oreadi..Fast ah fast ah(:K den shoppin awile and i carried Fir coz his 'wheelchair'..I dono laa wad the baby thingy name...Ah the 'wheelchair' was used to put all the tings we bought..Sumpah aku mcm nk pengsan angkat die..Haha..Bt gereeeeq~Den after dat went 2 grandma's homie & went fer ngaji after dat..

Yest,Ibu Idah came too our hse & we watched Jangan Tegur & KL Trift again..Gerek au tgk ngn diorang! & My cuzzie gonna tunang sooon..OMG...I rili hope it'll cum true..Bt next year uhh):

Okea..2dae skul as per normal..& sumthin veri veri veri bad happen..I shall nt elaborate more here coz it's kinda personal & i dun wan any party 2 b offended..Wadevaa it is i hope they r ok):

Woakay veriii long post(: Hah..Byeeeesss~

2009-06-22T23:06:00.000-07:00

Yo..

Currently im nt in the mood 2 blog bt i juz wana let go off my feelings here..

I realised mum has been too bz and do not have much time fer me..Unlike my step father he's always been there fer me bt hey..it's different between a father's love & mum's rite? I noe dat mum's been werkin hard too provide a very comfortable life fer me..& i felt soo bad fer showin dat i'm nt satisfied..Now my mum's sad coz there's been lesser overtime & she's earning lesser income..

Fer me,i'm absolutely happy bt wen i see her omg-sad-and-worried face,i noe i shudn't be happy abt it.. Ppl might i'm a spoil brat coz they tink my mum's is having a good life & earnin good money..Bt hey they dunno my mum cried whenever there's customer complain wen she did sumthin wrong.. The next day her supervisor will scold her & stuff..& sumtimes her salary wud be deducted... Sigh..She wud always advise me nt to end up like her..

Now i'm a stupid child actuali waste her money like water..WTF! I'm always lazy to take public transport & love 2 take a Taxi..Bt nw,i noe mum's earnin lesser due to lesser OT,i have to change my attitude..I must consider my mum's thought & feelings.. She's earnin like $2000 plus to $3000 bt she spend alot..She have to give money to both my grandmothers..She always give money to my aunty(in need), she pay fer both our house bills & grandma's..She pay fer my tuition fees(which is veri2 ex)..She paid fer my expenses..& lots more..& the amt of money juz reduced by itself.. Once i saw the amt of money in mum's bank was left wif oni $200 & she was freakin out..

Tho father's nt rili werkin,at least he does help his frens every week & earn sum money fer the groceries..Bt i muz admit he did take gd care of me..Without hym,i tink i wud b a stranded child out there doing stupid things..

Nw i've cum up to a decision..I told mum dat if i pass my my maths fer common test..At least a pass,i wana reduce tuition hours frm 2 hrs to 1 and a half.. In dat way she will save $60 every month..Mum agreed & i will try my best to pass maths..

And i'm gonna have my own bank account..By doing dis,i can withdraw my money if i wana buy things fer e.g clothes..I told mum i will oso pay fer my own Ezlink card & mayb my pp8 card.. Bt mum said pp8 if she pay okea uhh coz she always top up fer me ard $50 & it cud laz fer at least 3 mths..

By doing dis tings,at least it cud help mum..Tho my the other bank has up to $50,000, i shall nt use it coz it's my late father's inheritance..Dat shud onli b used wen there's emergency..Juz nw mum brought me go shopping fer bags wif her frens..I rili like a wallet there bt i ferget to bring my money and it cost like wad? $40? Even if i did brought my money,i won't buy it coz i noe i nid money 2 pay fer my spoiled hp & i muz get $40 fer the money i lost fer my madrasa thingy..Hais..Currently i'm left wif oni $42..It's nt enough & i'm still finding a way 2 resolve it..

Bye peepos..I'm outta here..I nid 2 think of a solution 2 solve my financial probs..Dat will b all fer nw..Byeeesss~

2009-06-20T20:46:00.000-07:00

Yo! haha..Post again..A veri short one tho..Juz nw was bored so i asked Ayuni(S.K.P.S) fer her pic & edit..Hah..Thx au! & we'll try 2 solve the raye outing thingy k? I dun wan it 2 b canceled k?Plsss...Haha..

So here's her pic..I tink dis is my worse edit..Tkde aura agaknyee..

2009-06-20T17:29:00.000-07:00

Yo humansxz, alliensxz , monsters of the earth! Hah..K i'm freakin bored so update it..& wad is the werd? It is... B-O-R-E-D!! Yes..Dat's the way a-hak a-hak..I like it a-hak a-hak..(:Or another werd for it which soo the M-E-N-D-A-Q!!

Woakay..So i shall update abt yest..& i wana gif my blog a soo called 're-vived' coz it's been kinda 'dead' wif the old werding which is wad colour? BLACK-.-.. Plain & veriiiiiiiiii theeeee boringgg..
K soo back to the topic wad happened yest..

Hmms...I woke up at 7.30 am..Prayed(gd gerl ehq ^^),washed up,read smses,on the comp, played Facebook,download sum songs 4 dad..Till ard 12 pm..K den i read newsapaper( step siol bt actuali oni read the TV part) to noe wad dramas will there b.. After dat ate ard 2 pm while hearin 2 songs.. After dat chatted wif Murnira(ex-SKPS) abt life & stuffs..And criously i have a veri2 bad memory..I couldn't remember alot dat she remebered..Shit mans~ Hah..& sure was it fun chattin wif her..I can't wait fer September coz we all gonna go jalan raye..*smiles*

Okea den played games still~ Ard 5pm mum came back frm werk..Den help dad abit & all dat stuffs..Den online again..Den mum asked me to siap-ing ard 6.30 Pm coz wana goo TM & change dad's phone coz hys 2 year contract ended..Fooh lawaaa dok tuu phone..Sad~ K den hurrily bath & all dat stuff & out we goo..Den da dpt phone tros kelam-kabot coz gt ngaji mah at 9 pm..

Den u noe wad time we reached? 8.20 PM..I was like..Okea..No nid rush ladey.. Den waste time go walk2 den go fer ngaji.. Den came back frm ngaji & chatted wif Ayuni(ex-SKPS)..Hah i tell u we chatted will like 1 plus & didn't even realise it..Woah..Hah as usual i signed out ferst coz i wana goo sleep(: Hehs..Me the pemalas..Ehq ehq before dat i chatted wif Kamal the Bee..Hah.. Asyik teringatkan Maya je..Kesiaan..I tink he must like have Maya infront of hym 24/7.. hah.. Da stead da lama pon mcm aru stead laa korg..Sweet siaa~ 8 more days 2 their i tink 9 months..

K den todae my dad woke me up so early in the mornin & ask me hw 2 use his phone..-.- I was sleepy i tell u..Bt still aku layankan jgk..Org aru dpt hp aru mestilaa ghairah kan..Hah.. K den all dat stufff den in the afternoon chatted wif Luqman(ex-SKPS)..Hah he forgot me..Den wen i asked abt the chalet thingy tibe2 he ingat me..I was like LOL..He said Hariz told hym abt it den wen i aked hym den he remembered me..Walandey~ Funny sia..& he's going Greece! Fer 8-9 days summore! Best kapee? Inilaa org yg msk sports school kan? Hai..Gerek! Den he haven't pack his clothes still can chat wif me..Haiyoyoo..Den he say he mls..Waliaowey..After he offlined ard 40 mins after we chat,i played gmaes as usual & editted pics..Hah..Was bored mah..

Hah..I'm glad the chalet thingy is having a gd response & ppl r like passing the msg ard..Great job ppl! So i won't cancel the chalet(: Haha..Can't wait can't wait!! Ok i tink dis is all fer nw...Byeees~

p.s I miss my cuzzie): Wana mit her real soooon^^

2009-06-18T19:06:00.000-07:00

K here r pics i editted juz nw..Ard 12 pm..Bored mah(:

2009-06-18T17:23:00.000-07:00

Yo!

I'm soo freakin pissed off wif dis blog! I blog a while ago & it was sucha veri long post den cannot post & it disappear into the thin air..Urgh! Fuckin asshole btl! Wadeva it is,it will never ever ever dampen my spirit 2 blog again..^^ Hah~

K soo dis are how the pics durin the 1 day red cross camp are gonna b organised..I'll follow by the number..

1. P.T

2.Breakfast

3.Games

4.Footdrill

5.Games + Cheers

6.Lunch(yummy^^)

7.First Aid(-.-)

8.Footdrill

9.Games

10. Home Sweet Home(:

The Pics^^

1. P.T TIME!!

2.BREAKFAST

3.Games

4.FOOTDRILL

5.GAMES

6.LUNCH

7.FIRST AID

8.FOOTDRILL

9.Games(Balloon^^)

2009-06-17T23:13:00.000-07:00

hah~ Yo peeps!
Juz came back frm mum's cooking class..Was freakin bored at home soo followed mum.. Before dat,ard 3 plus..me & Yuni editted pics..Gt nuthin 2 doo mah..Soo i shall upload it nw since i gt nuthin better 2 do..Oh well coz my blog veri plain mah..So here it goes..(I noe mine's freakin ugly soo wad..My blog wad rite?)

My Editing

Ayunie's Editing(freakin awesome~)

Kla dat's all fer nw..
Wana go & listen 2 songs till i doze off..
Byees ppl~

2009-06-17T15:22:00.000-07:00

Yo!
i'm juz soo tired + dizzy..Bt i enjoyed veri much yest camp!Overall it was a success..I will post the pics bt nt nw coz i haven't finish editing them coz i'm kinda lazy..bt u guys can gon 2 Fiqah's blog coz she gt post sum of them..& gerek tau coz me & Syah became the photographer of the day! Hah!

Kla i'll elaborate more wen there r pics k people! Insyaallah i'll post it tomoro..(:

2009-06-15T22:26:00.000-07:00

Yo!

I'm back after no updates for 4 days! hah! Tired + lazy + bz..

K updates! updates!

Thurs went back 2 school 4 remedial i tink..Yah blablabla..I can't remember..stm siol!

K fri,went back 2 school for remedial again den actuali had 2 follow Syah & Atiqah

bt sumthin bad happened): Lucky i called my step-sis-in-law..Or nt for 2 hrs i'll b

stuck outsied the hse..Haiya..Bad luck siaa..Den at nite gt religious class & i

learn a lot dat day..& inoe hu's the rite guy 4 me & all dat stuff bt i'll juz keep

my mouth shut! ^^secrets 2 myself(:

K sat..Tuition blablabla..Religious class den went for exercise(: den tired readi den do SS project..Sumhow edited a bit of the lyrics & try 2 get the song combined..It was okea..

k yest..Foooh! soo damn tired leh! woke up at 8am..So late siaa..Was so shocked.. den search 4 my shirt & skinnies like hell + bath + play comp + pack food plus grandma & it was 11.30 am readi..So i rushed out of the hse & brisk walk 2 the bus stop near ESSO..Luckily mum haven't came back frm work..Abt 2 mins after i arrived mum came..Pheww lucky! Den took bus 2 granny's hse..Den ard 2 + went out 2 aunt's hse at seng kang!!!!

Den otw snap sum pics! wah rindu oi same sengkang! Haiya.. Den went compass point & play Timexone wif granny & mum! Funn oi! Jgn pandang umor bt... ahah! funn! Den went Banquet & ate Cendol..& took LRT 2 Aunt's hse.. Den played 'chak chak' wif bby! Haha..Best!!!!! K den exercise there & play 'see-saw' & ard 10.30 headed home sweet home! Wah was veri enjoyable..

Sadly couldn't meet Nadia 7 Irma! ); Especially Nadia!): Juz nw took Irma's quiz & i gt 20%! Sorry k? Bt rili nt intentional one coz all abt Korean/Japanese drama..I nvr watch b4..Hehs~

Woakay..Here's sum pics i editted 2dae..I asked Syah wad software she used & she said picnik soo i tried bt still my editing is way way way worse den Syah's & Mira's ! Dat's 4 sure hor! Kla..Nid 2 rest soon! 2moro camp! Can't wait!

k byee ppl! Won't b updating so soon!

2009-06-10T22:53:00.000-07:00

ferst of all,Happy Burfdae Ms Cheryl! Though u r nt tutoring me animore,bt still it's a must 2 wish u rite?Hope all ur wishes will cum true!

Okea basically yest was damn bored at home coz no skul..

Den 2dae gt F & N outing..Went to Taka(Cold Storage) & Paragon..Den after dat went 2 slack at Plaza Sing den watched Night at the museum 2 ard 2.10pm wif Ahmad,Mai & Syah..The movie gerek! Den after it ended den went to the Istana Park & camwhored..Den suddenly plan 2 go Marina Barrage..Okea uhh bt the camwhoring there i tell veri nice leh! Especially wen Syah & Mai took the pics! K den took MRT back 2 Tamp & reached home ard 6.55 pm..

Gerek dok! I love 2dae veri2 much! Wen uhh wana have dat kind of outing again uhh u guys?Can't wait! Mcm fun gituu coz we all nvr plan where 2 go bt we juz follow where our instincts told us 2 go..Or basically shud i say it's Ahmad's idea..

Eh Ahmad..Aku tau la aku bute! Tkyala kau post kat blog kau..Paise sak! Haha..Abe kaupon ari nie pekak! Heh!& during the journey back,many funny things happen laa can..I nearly fell down and hold on 2 Syah's hand..Den Mai actually kinda 'claw up' onto Syah..Den Ahmad was kinda steady,..Den Syah had 2 smell'fresh' air wen an apek hold a handle & let the air out(: Hehs~Klakaa dok!

Somehow or rather,i can't wait 4 Hari Raya(k nie da mepek)soo we goo jalan2 again like laz year..Omgosh i miss those times..& i luv u peeps! & sory if i'm kinda harsh in my laz post(:

Nadia,i noe hw u feel..& i'm so sory i can't b wif u..& it's alreadi fate & it's time 4 ur granny 2 goo..Dun b sad k dearest?Cheer up orite?U noe i'll always b there 4 u unless i'm dead..So dun ponder over it 2 much k? & i can't wait 4 an outing wif u & mayb Irma! U plan it k gal? Den we goo shopping k?Hehs~ Can't wait!

p.s Nw i learnt 2 appreciate ppl ard me(: & i luv them effin much hor! Kla gtg! Byeeeeee~& pics wen Mai give it 2 me readi k?

2009-06-08T19:18:00.000-07:00

Yo!
My blog's been partially dead for 5 days..Hehs~Basixcally i did nuthin much durin the hols bt slack..

K on wed followed mum go cooking class..fun oi! Then took pics there..Thurs i dono gt wad..4get readi uhh..I tink trg uhh..K fri nuthin much..went eastpoit wif the rest 2 buy project stuffs..Then went ngaji.. Then sat no ngaji den slack..Do nuthin siol at home..& on dat day Nadia went KL..Omg..Including 2dae 3 days siol! Wen is she cumin back?I miss her!

K den sun went grandma's hse & stuff..I noe i noe..My life's a bore..Wad 2 do? Oh oh..Yest nite went exercising wif mum..Fun i tell u! K & 2dae went 2 skul wif Yunie..Sory tau u waited soo long..Abe kau dtg 7.35am..aku lom siap..heh... & Yunie i noe y u borrowed my phone juz nw..If i knew u wud do dat,i'll nvr gif u my phone..K im so dumb..Hais wad 2 doo..ZVeri dumb mah..

Woakay..2moro i'll b uploadin pics..Nw lazy ah..heh..& im gonna suffer 2moro coz no skul..Hais...Nehmind!

p.s now i noe wad's the meaning true friendship means..
it means dat u care abt each other..
it means dat u will ask abt each other everidae..
it means dat u will kol/sms each other everidae..
it means dat u can trust dat person
it means dat u r able 2 tell ur secrets/probs 2 them..
it means dat u can be U wen u r wif them..
it means dat u u enjoy being wif them..

Nw i nid not disguise..I nid nt even try 2 smile..I dun even nid 2 act cool..I dun even nid 2 b hapy ALL the times..Dat's nt me! & i love being emo..So ppl like me 4 hu i rili am..& nw all the critetrias r in nadia.. Sory ppl if im nt close 2 u guys as before..I wana enjoy life..I dun wana treat ani1 as besties animore..It's like being grounded..& i can now befriend wif every1..Im much happier wif my life dis way..Dat's all..Enjoy ur life ppl before it's too late(:

2009-06-02T17:30:00.000-07:00

(this are photos of skps student<3)

Yo!
I miss Seng Kang & its ppl soo soo soo much..Omgosh! Muz go there back one of these days! I miss my Nadia, i miss my Irma, i miss my Sharifah & i miss the ppl there! Haiyaa! Mayb will be going back on 14 june! can't wait can't wait! & i went 2 Seng kang pri school website..Maken rinduu!!!!

& Nadia has gone mad..She kept sending me Friendster comment askin 4 another outing..hehs!Aku tau kau rindu aku kan?heh! k im soo into Facebook now..Like fun like dat! weeee~

K 2dae is the parent's meeting day..I'm nt soo afraid coz told mum wad i might failed readi...K i juz came back from polyclinic..Followed mum & granny!Kla not much 2 update..

Dis is SKPS skul song!

We are happy students always on the go

Try to do the best we can

Teachers of our school reaching out their helping hand

to help us in our studies and our needs

On our part we must try very hard

to be Creative and Confident

Now's the time to be self respecting citizens

and caring individuals keen to learn

There'll be Continuous growth towards Success and Good Health

Always striving for Excellence Unity and Harmony Nobility and Victory

For Seng Kang our dear school

There'll be Continuous growth towards Success and Good Health

Always striving for Excellence Unity and Harmony Nobility and Victory

For Seng Kang our dear school

All for Seng Kang Our dear school

Weeeeee~

~~

2009-05-31T21:45:00.000-07:00

Yo! So im soo gonna update dis dead blog..Hee`

Thurs
Basically had trg which ended us(sec 3s) 2 have fights..Bt nt us uhh,.It's Amanda & Lee Sheen..Gosh if dis continues,hw to run Red Cross from nw on?When will we ever had peace? Sad siaa..Dahla cket org abe kite semue tkle handle..Memalukan):hee~

Fri
Had sports day & i swear im darker nw lah! Nt involved in sports day coz our team lost 4 captain'sball..sad..Den do first aid duty..Like fuckin hot laa sia.. Cannot tahan siaa! K den after dat change-ed 2 class t & skinnies.Went out of the Tamp Stadium..Sorry 2 Ahmad,Yunie,Meera & Mai 4 waiting long long 4 me & Syah..Haiya..Ma'am gt sumthin 2 tok 2 us after they suspect there's fights going on in red Cross..K den went 2 conquer(k nie tk perlu) Tamp 1,Tamp Mall & Century Square.. met wif Fad..Soo me,Yunie,Syah & Fad went to the following malls while Mai & Meera went 2 Ahmad's hse 2 eat..Met up wif Qin at Century Square & makan coz kebulor readi! Den shoppin awhile(: Hee~Oh wait i 4get 2 mention i met my old ex-schoolmate..Outside the Stadium..Irsyad lah bt nvr tegor uhh coz scary sia his face..

K yest did nuthin bt ROT at home i tell u! Gt tuition den ngaji & wadeva shyts~ K 2dae gt madrasa & had exams..Bt Aqidah postpone?sad siaa..Padahal tuu paper senang dok! Haiyo! K den went home & get changed..Changed 2 skinnies & class t(inside) & baju "kurong" outside..Go org kahwin at Hougang..Den went Sengkang 2 aunty's hse.. Den went Toa Payoh coz mum + aunt shop till they drop at Toyogo..Haiyaa..$$$ oso fly...K den went home..Nt long afte another aunt of mine came..tired siaa... & nw lepak..Phewww~ Tiring! Tomoro gt trg soo going back 2 skul..haiyaa..

Kla veri2 long update lehs..Off 2 facebookk nw(: I'm soo into it nw(:

2009-05-27T22:04:00.000-07:00

Yo!
Nowadays i veri lazy update lehh..K soo on Tues,gt sports day..Joined captainball & aku stakat maen 2nd game je..Den me,Ahmad,Nabilah & the 3H peeps cheer a lot uhh..Th rest oso shout bt tkla fanatic mcm kite..Fun dok! I tink we didn't make it 2 the finals bt soccer did! Floorball oso didn't..It's ok..

K 2dae me,Ahmad,Meera,Syah & Mai stay-ed back 4 the Ameripore Idol..Mai & i became the judges..Ppl may think its L-A-M-E bt it's fun okay! I became Paula Abdul & Mai became Simon..Cool or wad..& i became a fanatic judge..When Meera & Syah sang 2 the song Homecoming,I wave my hands up in the air & shake the table like a wad? A lunatic who escaped from the IMH..Yeap dat's rite..

K tomoro gt trg uhh! Muz prepare abt first aid duty 4 Friday's sports day! & sadly 2 say,mu duty is nt at the base! Bt lucky uh or nt do wrongly kana scold uhh..Bt cannot b beside Sec 3 liao!! Cannot cheer 4 my class!! Bt nehmind,frm the place i am i'll try shout! Anithink for 3G hor!Can't wait 4 Friday coz gonna go shopping awhile!!Will take pics uhh coz wearing class t mah! Can't wait 4 the class t le 2 come tomoro!! So here's so a cheer for 3G!

GO GO GO 3G GO!
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT 3G FIGHT!
WIN WIN WIN 3G WIN!
I AM THE 3G FAN!!!
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 3G!!(K nie over!)

K dat's all 4 nw peeps! Byees!

2009-05-24T23:22:00.000-07:00

Yo!
Currently veri veri tired coz juz half finished puttin in can lids inside bottles and i dun hav animore bottles! Sad..Currently having 12 bottles..The rest of the can lids haven't put in bottles coz dun hav bottles mah..(sad siaa)I promised u dat i'll do anitink 4 3G to win coz it was ur wish..I rili rili rili hope we wud win..

2dae veri sian uhh..Dun wish 2 elaborate..Den aunt juz came..Happy dok dpt jumpe baby! & i read her blog which says she miss me..I dono wether i shud b happy or sad abt it..Wadeva it is..I mis her 2!! Bt i dono hw 2 show it...Omigosh..Veri paise liao!

K sumhow Ayunie seems odd..I dono wad's the cause of the fight between her & Fad bt i hope they will reconcile soon! I miz skul; bt sumhow lazy uhh 2 study..Some more gt trg tomolo..Hais! Currently chattin wif sum1 named Khairul..Tk tau ane peh Khairul..Chat jelaa..Uat kwn..

And 2 every1 out there,thx soo much 4 encouraging me k?I'm so so so touched! Thx k Lin! I hope we will b frens k?Dun sad sad!U cheer up 2!

Omigos..I'm very hapy dat those ppl whom i tink like won't befriend me actuali tag/advice me..Yelaa sapela aku..Diorang kan lawa..Hot lak tuu*smiles*

Kla..Dats' all 4 todae! Byees!

2009-05-23T22:05:00.000-07:00

Yo ppl! I'm back!!!!!!
Wooh happy!! Being a stupid me,today den i plug out all the wire and used the another cpu..So stupid..Woakay..So laz thurs gt sum of the results bck..Quite disappointing uh..Bt nehmind..So yest no 1 to accompany me go TM den ask Asyiqin 2 follow me la..Top up prepaid & bought sumthin 4 _ _ _ _..Sweet kan akuu?^^ k aku da sod...

Den juz nw aru alek Whitesands wif mum..Go window shopping & took mum's specs.. Ok uhh..

i'm sory if wad i posted in my blog previously hurt u..Wad i meant by i broke my friendship wif u gt hikmah meant dat i realised dat when i lost u,i had no fren..& i realised dat i didn't cherised my frens ard me..Nt dat breakin up wif u was a gd thing..It wasn't..It was a hurtful process bt i learnt a lot of thing from it..

& abt the true frens thingy..I realised dat wen i broke my friendhip wif u,i realised hu rili care abt our friendship & hu don't..I dun wan 2 mention names bt they will noe hu they r.. Thx Atiqah 4 advicing me..Thx Ayunie 4 encouraging me.. Thx Maya 4 being rili keen 2 help out..Thx 2 the rest hu wanted 2 help bt it turns out the opposite way..

Thx Nabilah & Fafa 4 the encouragement..Though we r nt close bt u ppl r very kind!! Thx 4 reading my blog 2 jyeah?

Well..I'm glad dat though i'm nt like minahs outside hu like very pretty bt still gt frens ard me..I'm veri2 glad..I'm glad they dun look at my looks coz i'm ugly mah..Kla dat's all..Byeesss!

2009-05-20T19:35:00.000-07:00

Wadeva i wana say is:

aku tetap sygkan kau walaupon kite dah tk berkwn agy..Tapi bile aku tgk kau gembire, akupon gembire..Aku bersyukur sebab Tuhan memberi aku kesempatan berkawan dgn kau selame 2 tahun 4 bulan 7 hari..aku harap kau bahagia ngn idop kau skarang.. ape2 pon..good luck utk mase dpn kau k?

2009-05-20T19:34:00.000-07:00

2009-05-20T19:29:00.000-07:00

Yo!..lame tk update siots!
Kae so laz Friday jumpe bestie,Nadia & Irma..Si yunie gile teman aku..& was soooo touched wen Nadia gave me a hug..Nearly cried sia..K so goddamn tired coz me and yunie ONLI collect ard 500 + can lids..

K Sat gy ngaji & org kahwin..DEn sun,tot gt exam skali tkde..Phewww..K mon was F & N exma..Rabak dok rabak..Dudok wif Maya & Qin..Den yest goo EHub..Didn't plan anitink bt at laz go movie watch the UNinvited wif Qin,Fad & of coz Yunie..
K 2dae no skul so lepak kat uma..Nw at i tink Bukit Gombak CC..Comp rsk so naseb le pakai comp kat cnie..$1.50 per hour..

I am so dumb foolish 4 msging her a patch..Mak engkau..Aku nie mmg bdh btl uhh! Hais.. Diorang semue hapy ngn idop dioarang abe aku gy kacau asl?Mak kau!! Bt mmg ade terlalu byk hikmah aku break ngn die..Alhamdullilah aku da nampak semuenye..HU's my true fren..

So lead a happy life k korg? A.M.M.S forever kae korg?u guys noe hu u all are..I tink im much much happier wif my life nw..so are they..Maya & Ahmad..Thx 4 everythink k?Syg korg..Bt tkyala buang mase nk fikirkan aku ngn _ _ _ _..Tkkan bole patch up nye..k? Aku tkkan mati laa..

K aku rase dabes uhh nk bebual ehq..Aku harap2 aku pass most akunye subjects uhh..Tuu je aku mintak skarang..

Hais..sway sak nie bulan..tkpe uhh..meng-aja aku jadi bdk yg lebih 'baek'..

2009-05-12T17:38:00.000-07:00

Hi ppl!

Well here i am wasting my precious time blogging away & nt revising..I juz wana say dis 2 all my frens dis especially Meera..

Guys,i noe it's a bore sitting wif me..I noe u guys will be much much much happier if u guys are wif her..So pls pls pls im begging u guys,pls go to her..She nids all of ur love,care and concern..Pls cheer her up kay?Dat's my favour frm me to all of u..I'm fine here so dun bother abt me k? I dun wana spoil all ur days..

Hais..I realised im such a fucker huh?Hais..I juz wana concentrate on my exmas & forget all dis..Criously..I am meant 2 have no frens..& i dun wish 2 hurt them ani longer..Juz nw went 2 KFC & stuffs uh..I have no mood to say anitink..So wish me luck 4 tomoro's Maths & Geog...Maths i wana score bt eog..Forget abt it..Even if i pas it bt fail SS no use.. K byee peepos! I nid go study nw..!

2009-05-11T15:50:00.000-07:00

Yo!

Was bored so post lo...I love dis video so much..Nt bcoz of the voices bt hw they sang it harmonously 2gether.How they work 2gether..

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K dat's al..Meaningless to carry on..

2009-05-09T22:17:00.000-07:00

Yo!
I noe i said i won't update bt I juz wana say THANK YOU to Nadia dear/Jiwang Gurl 4 being there 4 me dis whole day k?Thx 4 the listening ear..Thx 4 wasting ur money 2 msg me..& thx for straight away 2 online wen i wanted sum1 2 tok to.. I hope our 5 years of friendship waste like dat..Actually gonnabe 8 yrs bt i started 2 b close 2 u at Pri 5 so gonnabe 5 years luhh..Thx k?

To her,i'm sorry 4 everythin..I noe u r angry & stress & fed-up & disappointed..B strong aites? I will gif u sum space..Oh correction..I'll u a lot of space from nw on..If u feel like tokin den tok if u dun den nehmind..

K dat's all..I'm gonna continue msging Nadia...Byeee

2009-05-09T13:34:00.000-07:00

I'm confused and dono wad 2 do..I guess she nid sum space so i dun wana make her more stressed up..I guess imma bad fren after all..I have have have 2 control my anger bt hw? Told dad abt it and dad hug me coz i cry badly..Thx dad! I love u!

I guess my blog will be dead till i clear everythin's up bt it's hard... I dono..Everyone's like blaming me..And instead of makin my relationship get better it's getting worse coz it made me feel im the lousiest fren ever...I have tuition bt my eyes bengkak! Hw????Shit uhhs..

Mira called me bt i juz remained silence..Hw?I can't seem 2 speak uhh..I tink i let Ahmad tok 2 Syah abt their frenship better so i left the conversation.. If i continue being there myb they can't solve the matter coz y? Imma bitch,sundal,sialan peh pompuan,jinx and wadeva names uhh..Wana continue den continue 4 me ppl! Thx...I'll love u if do so...

I dono y Ahmad wanted time alone?Wad happened?Dun sad2 uhh..K?
Kla dat's all 4 nw..Byeeee

2009-05-08T09:20:00.000-07:00

I tink it's time i follow Eiylanabilah's steps & search for new friend..It's pointless to continue..

2009-05-04T19:22:00.000-07:00

Yo!
Ferst of all,wana wish Khai Pornstar Ollie Happy 17th burfdae!
Here's a pic of hym..

K next,juz finish counting the can lids dat one coffeeshop gave..A lot sia! 502 leh!happy! Wad mum said is true!!If we r sincere in doing sumthin,God will help us! Alhamdullilah..

K juz nw after skul gt practical exam..Rabak punye..Confirm fail! Fuck uhh! K i tink a veri short post 4 2dae..I might post everidae bt veri short2 one lah..& Mum's fren givin me half a bottle ofcan lids dono wen!! Yayness!

Once again hapy burfdae Khai..Hope he enjoy his burfdae 2dae coz juz nw e rushin2 wana go out of skul..Kla..gtg byeeeee

2009-05-03T22:44:00.000-07:00

Yo peepos!
Long time no blog siaa..Bt nw oso blog awhile oni..Wana go sleep fast fast..

THURSwent bbt wif Yunie & collect 41 can lids..Den Fri my aunt came & 'renovate' my room..Niceee! I luvluvluv my aunt,uncle and and ad of coz baby!
Den Sat tuition,ngaji blablabla..Plans cancelled 2 collect can lids..Den 2dae gt gd news! Mum's fren givin me half a bottle of can lids..Ppl gif her 1 coz she like collect can lids like org gilaa 4 mee..Kesian..I luv u Cik Nana!! Den 1 of the coffeeshop giving me sum tomoro..After practical exam tros muz faster go..

So 2dae gt 262 can lids..Ok uhh..& 25 frm mum's fren..Baek kans?^^

Kla won't b updating often coz exams comin..Gtg sleep early 2dae...Byeeee~

2009-04-28T22:36:00.000-07:00

Yo!

Happy 15th burfdae MAYA! & Happy 7th monsary wif Kamal..Laz long aites korg?Cute couple..

Kla update more tomoro! Dis is wad hapens wen laziness strikess..Veri tired liao!