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Date / Time : Monday, June 22, 2009 / 11:06 PM
Yo..
Currently im nt in the mood 2 blog bt i juz wana let go off my feelings here..
I realised mum has been too bz and do not have much time fer me..Unlike my step father he's always been there fer me bt hey..it's different between a father's love & mum's rite? I noe dat mum's been werkin hard too provide a very comfortable life fer me..& i felt soo bad fer showin dat i'm nt satisfied..Now my mum's sad coz there's been lesser overtime & she's earning lesser income..
Fer me,i'm absolutely happy bt wen i see her omg-sad-and-worried face,i noe i shudn't be happy abt it.. Ppl might i'm a spoil brat coz they tink my mum's is having a good life & earnin good money..Bt hey they dunno my mum cried whenever there's customer complain wen she did sumthin wrong.. The next day her supervisor will scold her & stuff..& sumtimes her salary wud be deducted... Sigh..She wud always advise me nt to end up like her..
Now i'm a stupid child actuali waste her money like water..WTF! I'm always lazy to take public transport & love 2 take a Taxi..Bt nw,i noe mum's earnin lesser due to lesser OT,i have to change my attitude..I must consider my mum's thought & feelings.. She's earnin like $2000 plus to $3000 bt she spend alot..She have to give money to both my grandmothers..She always give money to my aunty(in need), she pay fer both our house bills & grandma's..She pay fer my tuition fees(which is veri2 ex)..She paid fer my expenses..& lots more..& the amt of money juz reduced by itself.. Once i saw the amt of money in mum's bank was left wif oni $200 & she was freakin out..
Tho father's nt rili werkin,at least he does help his frens every week & earn sum money fer the groceries..Bt i muz admit he did take gd care of me..Without hym,i tink i wud b a stranded child out there doing stupid things..
Nw i've cum up to a decision..I told mum dat if i pass my my maths fer common test..At least a pass,i wana reduce tuition hours frm 2 hrs to 1 and a half.. In dat way she will save $60 every month..Mum agreed & i will try my best to pass maths..
And i'm gonna have my own bank account..By doing dis,i can withdraw my money if i wana buy things fer e.g clothes..I told mum i will oso pay fer my own Ezlink card & mayb my pp8 card.. Bt mum said pp8 if she pay okea uhh coz she always top up fer me ard $50 & it cud laz fer at least 3 mths..
By doing dis tings,at least it cud help mum..Tho my the other bank has up to $50,000, i shall nt use it coz it's my late father's inheritance..Dat shud onli b used wen there's emergency..Juz nw mum brought me go shopping fer bags wif her frens..I rili like a wallet there bt i ferget to bring my money and it cost like wad? $40? Even if i did brought my money,i won't buy it coz i noe i nid money 2 pay fer my spoiled hp & i muz get $40 fer the money i lost fer my madrasa thingy..Hais..Currently i'm left wif oni $42..It's nt enough & i'm still finding a way 2 resolve it..
Bye peepos..I'm outta here..I nid 2 think of a solution 2 solve my financial probs..Dat will b all fer nw..Byeeesss~
Su'aidah's the name^^
Hello, my name is Su'aidah or preferably called Suu(:. I am a simple qirl & i'm 15 years old~ Will b older every 30 Sep & i'm born in the year 1994^^(: Stars are loved & yellow rocks! hope no one hates me coz this is my bloq with my daily life written on it): Be bored readinq it!^^
