Yo!
2dae's criously a veri abd bad bad day..Trg's veri veri veri bad..Sumthin bad happened which hurt me greatly & i tried nt to cry & i succeed..I realised dat many ppl hate me & dat fact hurts..It hurts badly..So frm nw on i'm nt gonna say anithin out of my mouth..I shud juz b a cripple & juz shut my mouth coz wad cums out frm my mouth juz make ppl angry..Ok nw shut..
K den after the Sec 1s & 2s left..mdm had a brief wif us den spot ALL our mistakes & we were punihed..We wanted 10 pumpings & at laz Mdm said it was 50..I was trembling bt i held on..i cud see Ain cud nt take it animore..Kesian sia..Den she cried..Like omigod...Poor her sia..I wanted to pacify her bt i juz keep my mouth shut in case she became more hurt..So i shut up(:
Great! New probs juz arrived..Me & Syah trusted sum1 soo much bt i tried to believe she cud b trusted..Altough it has sumthin 2 do wif Syah's life,it affected me greatly coz i believe in the person soo much..I tried nt to tink negative dat she was the 1 hu told ______ bt when _______ told me & Syah dat yah dis person told hym,
I was shock..I pity Syah..Jgn mrh k Syah? Bt pls dun show datu r angry wif dat person pls? I dun wan u all to fite again..Pls?
While typing dis post,i'm cryin coz i cant stand it animore..Or shud i change? Be more the dun-care abt anitin gal? Bt it's hard coz im born like dat..Oh y is all dis happenin to me? I gif up..I'm hopeless la..
P/s:I'm happy u apologise bt the pain won't go coz it takes time(: Coz i veri senstive gal mah..
Time past veri quickly & fuck! Next week school =.=
Bubbyeee
Labels: I may go back to slashing bt nah nt on my hand(: