Entry title: Will always bee alone..
Date / Time : Friday, January 23, 2009 / 7:47 AM
Probs,probs all the way...Though they r quite ok nw,it seems dat i hav a prob too..No 1 seems 2 care..I mean criously care..I tell them my prob oso they juz say..Chill ok?..Dat's all..I wish 2 get my bestie back bt i noe i nvr will coz we r very far apart..She's in Seng Kang & meee in Tamp.. we meet like once a year or even dun meet @ all..Ppl hu i wan den as my bestie semue da ade yg punye..Like hav bestie readila...It's painful..bt well...no 1 wans me i guess coz i'm like the uncoolest,unprettiest,& un-everything...Ppl hu wans 2 b bestie wif mee bt i dun wan..i juz feel they r nt suitable 4 mee..(sory abt dis)..I felt guilty of coz..I hope 4 sum1 hu cares 4 mee bt frm their face,i noe they think i'm juz a piece of shyt! I noe i'm irritatin...Mayb i shud juz stop being soo cheerful..Sooon i'm gonna noe hw 2 play guitar..& dis is my chance 2 beee emo! Yes!..My frens r juz breaking apart..I dun noe wad's the mistake bt i seem 2 noe nw..It's bcoz of my blooody mouth hu dunnooe hw shut!Dat's y all probs arise..
2dae was a juz ok day..1st p.e...muz run bt nvr..Hack care la sia..Den Eng..punye la mepek..Den POA...Ade surprise quiz sia..Den recess den Math..If my Math test fail i die sia...Den Malay..Fun!
I realise Khai was ok person& he clever sia in Malay..I tot he wud b a fierce person & i'm soooo scared of hym coz of the past in Sec1..Bt he seems ok ah..Klaka sia..Me,Yuni & Meera can't stop laughing our ass out!..(do we have 1?)XD..
I better go 2 sleep nw...Will be updatin 2moro!
I put a smile on my face it doesn't means i'm happy..If u r a true fren,u will look deep down inside.Bt no 1 seems 2 care & it turns out 2 b the opposite..I shud juz vanish frm their lives..
MONYET slalu di hati...XD
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